I’ve seen a lot of things, ever since he came into my life. Is this what they call the changing phase thing in life?
Many things have changed, with family, with friends. Change was something I never liked at all. Change was something I dreaded and was scared about, but this change is something different. Changed my perspective in looking at people, in reflecting upon others’ actions onto you yourself, in looking at my own self-worth in relation to self, family, friends, and in looking at truth and sincerity in people. This change, I’ll have to say, makes me ponder upon certain things in life and makes me look at things I’ve never looked in a way before. Probably this makes me a person who is less vulnerable to certain things. What about being a person more valued in life when at times, there are misunderstandings about you from others? Change is something that can’t be controlled especially when it comes from an external source. Inevitably when something good happens, something not so good happens too. So what do you do then? I guess, the safest thing to say would be: I’ll think back upon the good old times and save up some part of goodness in people to remind self that it is really not so bad. And when there is so much love in my life now that I’m speechless to say about, what more could I ask for? I’ll stay contented like this, and remind self that nothing is perfect in this world. When you gain some, you inevitably lose some.