heart on wings

{Monday, September 27, 2010}

Beautiful Lyrics
Spotlight’s shining brightly/On my face/I can't see a thing and yet I feel you looking my way/Empty stage/With nothing but this girl/Singing this simple melody and wearing her heart on her sleeve/And right now,/I have you,/For a moment I can tell I've got you/ ‘Coz your lips don't move/Something is happening/ ’Coz your eyes tell me the truth/…I've put a spell over you
Beauty emanates from every/Word that you say/You've captured the deepest thoughts in the purest, simplest of ways/But you see, I'm not that graceful, like you/Nor am I as eloquent/But just a simple melody/Can change the way that you see me/And right now
I have you/For a moment, I can tell I've got you/ ’Coz your lips don't move/And something is happening/ ’Coz  your eyes tell me the truth/…I've put a spell over you
And all my life I've stumbled but up here I am just perfect…/Perfect as I'll, ever be~I have you,/For a moment I can tell I've got you/ ’Coz your lips don't move/And something is happening/’Coz your eyes tell me the truth/…I've put a spell over you.
[Spell-Marie Digby]
Every night I rush to my bed/With hopes that maybe I’ll get a chance to see you when I close my eyes/..I’m going out of my head/Lost in a fairytale/Would you hold my hands and be my guide/…Clouds filled with stars/Cover your sky../And I hope it rains,/You’re the perfect lullaby~
You could be my sweet dream,/Or beautiful nightmare/Either way I,/don’t wanna wake up from your/Sweet dream/Or beautiful nightmare,/Somebody pinch me,/Your love’s too good to be true…
My guilty pleasure I ain’t going nowhere/Baby as long as you’re here/I’ll be floating on air-
‘Coz you’re my/Sweet dream/Or a, beautiful nightmare/Either way I,/don’t wanna wake up from you.
[Sweet dreams-Tiffany Eugenio]

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for
No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger
I gotta let my spirit be free to admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry, but I have to move on
And leave you behind
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one.
[Tattoo- Jordin Sparks]

8:20 PM;

{Friday, September 24, 2010}


Sometimes, when you lose heart, not a single soul knows.

Sometimes, you just need to know, it’s okay to feel and be so.

Sometimes, you just wait for someone to pick you up, and let you feel alive again.

Sometimes, you just wait.

Sometimes, you just sleep it over and let go.

Sometimes, you just feel lousy for a while and it goes.


8:00 PM;

{Tuesday, September 21, 2010}
















suddenly, the world ‘crumbles’, okay, my world.

(it crumbled once, and now again.)










(i can only imagine virtual hugs right now.)



11:45 PM;

{Thursday, September 16, 2010}

P.S. Came across a blog that is so endearing, and I would like to quote her endearing words:

 Hopeless Romantic - “I've never even known what it's like to love someone--or at least, like someone a lot--and have them like me back.
Like, truly like me back. For who I am. Sometimes it actually feels like it will always be this way for me.”

Girl, you’re speaking for all the young un(undo-the-un)broken hearts out there feeling exactly the same as you.

9:04 PM;


I’m afraid,

fraid my heart would not take it

if yours whisper I adore you so

So much, to another

Heart on guard





I would run away,

With my heart astray,

Never to be seen again.

8:47 PM;

{Tuesday, September 14, 2010}

To Ponder



this secret judgment of a heart

Timidly insignificant-

no one can answer the silent

Questionings, confounding,

Confounds the still beating heart

of a wrecked-up past

Does it hide still,

Beating silently unwillingly, in the corner

of the Dark?




8:40 PM;

{Sunday, September 12, 2010}





exclusion, temperate

feeling slowly

seeps within

injustice, disgust, fury

elimination from this society-

wipe you out.


Hmm, finally. I’m writing poetry again after so long.

Muse, muse, muse.

3:37 PM;

{Friday, September 10, 2010}


I’ll keep marching to the beat

Till there’s bruises on my feet

And I’ll take this all the way


‘Cause I know everything’s gonna be alright

Now you’re standing right here by my side

And we dance on, so we dance on.


Hmm, this year’s so different.







Your presence is already a present.

3:06 AM;

{Wednesday, September 08, 2010}

Coming so close to me now you’re a part of me

You’re everything that I could not explain

And now I want to show you what I've always tried to be

So can we just fall in love…

I see home in your eyes and

You will always be my best


Waiting for so long for too long now I confess

I’ve tried to find you in so many ways and I've failed

Now we’re on fire and I'm so calm I can finally rest in you

So can we just fall in love…

I see home in your eyes and

You will always be my best

And I will never let go…

11:50 AM;

{Monday, September 06, 2010}


Peace out!

9:17 PM;

What was I thinking before I thought of Tuesdays with Morrie again?


“If you hold back on the emotions-if you don’t allow yourself to go all the way through them-you can never get to being detached, you’re too busy being afraid. You’re afraid of the pain, you’re afraid of the grief. You’re afraid of the vulnerability that loving entails.


But by throwing yourself into these emotions, by allowing yourself to dive in, all the way, over your head even, you experience them fully and completely. You know what pain is. You know what love is. You know what grief is.


I thought about how often this was needed in everyday life. How we feel lonely, sometimes to the point of tears, but we don’t let those tears come because we are not supposed to cry. Or how we feel a surge of love for a partner but we don’t say anything because we’re frozen with the fear of what those words might do to the relationship.”


1:47 AM;

{Thursday, September 02, 2010}


Questions and questions, never-ending. I’m not even bothering to list them out.


Repression of feelings,

how will that cost me?



(I’m already feeling the ache, the suffocation.

How I adore you so, the heck I do not know.)


(My heart, shouldn’t still be here

shouldn’t still be here

shouldn’t still be

goodness me,)

8:46 PM;

be with myself


cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
triumphs and singing of the heart

in center


Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.


Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons


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