Sometimes, when you lose heart, not a single soul knows.

Sometimes, you just need to know, it’s okay to feel and be so.

Sometimes, you just wait for someone to pick you up, and let you feel alive again.

Sometimes, you just wait.

Sometimes, you just sleep it over and let go.

Sometimes, you just feel lousy for a while and it goes.

Sometimes…..

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suddenly, the world ‘crumbles’, okay, my world.

(it crumbled once, and now again.)

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(i can only imagine virtual hugs right now.)

P.S. Came across a blog that is so endearing, and I would like to quote her endearing words:

 Hopeless Romantic - “I've never even known what it's like to love someone--or at least, like someone a lot--and have them like me back.
Like, truly like me back. For who I am. Sometimes it actually feels like it will always be this way for me.”

Girl, you’re speaking for all the young un(undo-the-un)broken hearts out there feeling exactly the same as you.

I’m afraid,

‘fraid my heart would not take it

if yours whisper I adore you so

So much, to another

Heart on guard

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I would run away,

With my heart astray,

Never to be seen again.

♥

To Ponder

Hush,

this secret judgment of a heart

Timidly insignificant-

no one can answer the silent

Questionings, confounding,

Confounds the still beating heart

of a wrecked-up past

Does it hide still,

Beating silently unwillingly, in the corner

of the Dark?

¤

Exclusion

You

me

separate

exclusion, temperate

feeling slowly

seeps within

injustice, disgust, fury

elimination from this society-

wipe you out.

Hmm, finally. I’m writing poetry again after so long.

Muse, muse, muse.

I’ll keep marching to the beat

Till there’s bruises on my feet

And I’ll take this all the way

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‘Cause I know everything’s gonna be alright

Now you’re standing right here by my side

And we dance on, so we dance on.

Hmm, this year’s so different.

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Your presence is already a present.

Coming so close to me now you’re a part of me

You’re everything that I could not explain

And now I want to show you what I've always tried to be

So can we just fall in love…

I see home in your eyes and

You will always be my best

Waiting for so long for too long now I confess

I’ve tried to find you in so many ways and I've failed

Now we’re on fire and I'm so calm I can finally rest in you

So can we just fall in love…

I see home in your eyes and

You will always be my best

And I will never let go…

Peace out!

What was I thinking before I thought of Tuesdays with Morrie again?

“If you hold back on the emotions-if you don’t allow yourself to go all the way through them-you can never get to being detached, you’re too busy being afraid. You’re afraid of the pain, you’re afraid of the grief. You’re afraid of the vulnerability that loving entails.

But by throwing yourself into these emotions, by allowing yourself to dive in, all the way, over your head even, you experience them fully and completely. You know what pain is. You know what love is. You know what grief is.

I thought about how often this was needed in everyday life. How we feel lonely, sometimes to the point of tears, but we don’t let those tears come because we are not supposed to cry. Or how we feel a surge of love for a partner but we don’t say anything because we’re frozen with the fear of what those words might do to the relationship.”

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Questions and questions, never-ending. I’m not even bothering to list them out.

Repression of feelings,

how will that cost me?

(I’m already feeling the ache, the suffocation.

How I adore you so, the heck I do not know.)

(My heart, shouldn’t still be here

shouldn’t still be here

shouldn’t still be

goodness me,)