Today was a lovely, beautiful day. Clouds, breeze and peace. Little rain, drizzle, greenery. Had fun with lifesaving mates, which have not happened in a long time. No sun today, more clouds and cold water. Awesome screaming and thrill and peace in the water. Random talks and comfort. Splashing in the water and capsizing. Artificial downpours are great. A lil bonding here and there.

Tonight, is cold. The coldness is somewhat overwhelmingly cold. A bit too cold. Harsh, is the coldness. The airport’s ceiling design is dizzying, complicated, things running all over the place, mirroring the feelings of different people in the airport, haphazardness. The airport is too big suddenly, and the floor design is also dizzying, threatening to swallow and complicate. The moon tonight is hazy and blurred, glimmering from a place a bit too far away. The dark purple sky is solitary tonight, with tinges of pink.

And I’m left, and lost, not going anywhere, going nowhere.

If I’m lost for a day

Try to find me

If I don’t come back

Then I won’t look behind me

December is darkest, in June there’s the light

I dreamed I was dying as I so often do

And when I awoke I was sure it was true

I ran to the window, threw my head to the sky

And said whoever is up there, please don’t let me die

But I can’t live forever, I can’t always be

One day I’ll be sand on a beach by the sea

The pages keep turning, I mark off each day with a cross

And I’ll laugh about all that we’ve lost