Today was a lovely, beautiful day. Clouds, breeze and peace. Little rain, drizzle, greenery. Had fun with lifesaving mates, which have not happened in a long time. No sun today, more clouds and cold water. Awesome screaming and thrill and peace in the water. Random talks and comfort. Splashing in the water and capsizing. Artificial downpours are great. A lil bonding here and there.
Tonight, is cold. The coldness is somewhat overwhelmingly cold. A bit too cold. Harsh, is the coldness. The airport’s ceiling design is dizzying, complicated, things running all over the place, mirroring the feelings of different people in the airport, haphazardness. The airport is too big suddenly, and the floor design is also dizzying, threatening to swallow and complicate. The moon tonight is hazy and blurred, glimmering from a place a bit too far away. The dark purple sky is solitary tonight, with tinges of pink.
And I’m left, and lost, not going anywhere, going nowhere.
If I’m lost for a day
Try to find me
If I don’t come back
Then I won’t look behind me
December is darkest, in June there’s the light
I dreamed I was dying as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window, threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there, please don’t let me die
But I can’t live forever, I can’t always be
One day I’ll be sand on a beach by the sea
The pages keep turning, I mark off each day with a cross
And I’ll laugh about all that we’ve lost