heart on wings

{Saturday, September 26, 2009}

Exception to post because I feel so darn good right now. Finished doing the big love cards and other love cards yesterday, finally, after feeling like doing for so long (and yet not the 'guts' to). Going to Dunman on Monday with Kiwi and others to meet our beloved teachers and the thought just makes me sing. SING. SING...*dunman anthem and such*

Belated Teachers' Day Cards. Hadn't Kiwi asked me, I won't have gone back this year, especially before A Levels. Thank you Kiwi! =)

Sniffling while writing,
Then finally, a peace of mind.

Was having a good time yesterday talking to my secondary school mates online and such. Realised we still have good vibes and everyone is still the same, after all. Misses them all the more so, and Susie never failed to make me laugh throughout the telephone call. (I'm happy that name stuck with him for a decade =)) )

And later I'm meeting Sus, Faith, Amelin and...my twin. =)))) No wonder I'm so happy yesterday, today and all of the days without in MJ.

I'm certain all these would strengthen me for the rest of the days.

10:20 AM;

{Thursday, September 10, 2009}

I'm thankful for yesterday
Birthday cake, family, birthday wishes-
Yet I wished, I hadn't turn doubly-nine yesterday
The feeling of acute pain in the realisation of things
Gets to my head,
Things never the same again;
So this was the special twist
In the special day of yesterday.


4:58 PM;

{Wednesday, September 09, 2009}

Lol! I feel so amused with myself now. Waited for the screen time to show 00:09 to post on this much awaited day since...10 years ago, 1999.

A long long time ago, a p2 squarish-haired girl with blurred specky smiled to herself in the school bus. She was proud of her birthday, 9 Sep 1999, classmates were proud of the date too. Somewhat she felt special. And she thought to herself, "Wow! 10 years later, the date will change to 09/09/09." And more questions, "Won't I be 18 already? How will I look? Can I register my marriage on that day?" It just seemed so perfect for a marriage date, the thought of the prince charming with the horse in her mind. And now, she knows the answer.[but hey, there's another chance, 09/09/2019, teehee]

Birthday wishes, and counting.
It's going to be a blessed day, the most blessed ever.
Actually, I would like to say I'm now doubly-nine. =)
I have a big birthday wish, maybe it will become 8 wishes, and a little secret wish...

Looking into the mirror, I see a different girl...but not all too different from the blurred specky squared-hair girl with a hairband 10 years ago. We're the same, actually.


12:09 AM;

{Tuesday, September 08, 2009}

I have suddenly a strong tendency to write dreamily and fantasily, is it a writer's flow?, after watching Time Traveller's Wife yesterday with Roz after Prelim General Paper. Sneaked out with her actually without telling parents [but happily told them after watching] =) Seriously, it's the most meaningful movie of all time and boundaries and it followed the book well. Reminds people of family bonds and true love really do exist. Binds people to hold on to the intangible but affirming belief that a one person does love you all her/his life...

Some of my muses written in my dreamy diary:

a memory of two pretty yellow hummingbirds

twitting, flitting, chasing with their pointy

black beaks, a scurry of two blur yellows,

chasing, embracing, loving.
misty heavy light splash pour

drenched like a carwash, a big big one

grey skies calming weather solitude,

cleansing the soul, refreshing the mind

comfort in the storm.

Feels like a beautiful mind.

9:50 AM;

be with myself


cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
triumphs and singing of the heart

in center


Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.


Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons


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