Writings on a frivolous- to pen it down, a world unparalleled;

♥ heart on wings

{Thursday, June 25, 2009}

I'm this, when I'm with you.

And this, when I'm with you.

4:43 PM;

{Sunday, June 21, 2009}

For dear Ting, fun time!:

WHAT WAS YOUR
Last beverage: water
Last phone call: nic
Last text message: lyn
Last song you listened to: thinking of you by katy perry
Last time you cried: 2 weeks ago i think

HAVE YOU EVER
Dated someone twice: nope, clean slate
Been cheated on: nope, clean slate again
Kissed someone and regretted it: haven't had first kiss damnit! haha kidding though, on the damnit
Lost someone special: thank goodness no
Been depressed: yeah quite a lot, maybe a just a little
Been drunk and threw up: nope will not happen lol

LIST 3 FAV COLOURS
Pink
Dark red
Grey/Limegreen/Yellow can't-decide-must-depend-on-mood

THIS YEAR (2009) HAVE YOU
Made a new friend: yeah! a few new good friends
Fallen out of love: nope, maybe out of crushes
Laughed until you cried: nope, not this year
Met someone who changed you: kind of? hope i interpreted this qs right as in someone is not a stranger
Found out who your true friends were: yeah though the hard way i'm still thankful
Found out someone was talking about you: yeah like totally, those frivolity,
Kissed anyone on your friends' list: so repetitive, the kissing qs, no again
How many people on your friends' list do you know in real life: almost all
How many kids do you want to have: twins hopefully, or boy and a girl
Do you have any pets: nope, but dreaming of a doggie when i'm settled
Do you want to change your name: nope, maybe add a name
What did you do for your last birthday: had birthday cake as usual
What time did you wake up today: 11 lol
What were you doing at midnight last night: bathing
Name something you cannot wait for: the damn A levels to be over
Last time you saw your mother: 5 mins ago
What is one thing you wish you could change for your life: the uncertainty of it
What are you listening to right now: the thoughts in my head
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope, but i want to talk to tom felton lol
What's getting on your nerves right now: nothing much really
Most visited webpage: blogger
What's your real name: cai ling
Nicknames: cass, ah cai, ling ah, ling-ling, vegetable bell, cl, kcl, potassium chloride!...
Relationship status: engaged to mister gurly, attached to A but can't wait to get rid of 'him' lol!
Zodiac sign: goat
Male or Female: female -_-
Elementary: tampines primary
Middle school: dunman~~~
High school/college: mjc
Hair colour: black
Long/short: long
Height: 163
Do you have a crush on someone: eh, not sure though, maybe?
What do you like about yourself: my dimples =), and maybe my weirdness or quirkiness/uniqueness putting it in the nice way
Piercings: 2
Tattoos: 0
Right/lefty: rightey

FIRSTS
First surgery: NA
First piercing: ear
First best friend: xiang ai
First sport you joined: swimming
First vacation: KL though i remember nothing about it
First pair of trainers: during pri school
Eating: during baby period??
Drinking: these qs suck
I'm about to: stop typing
Listening to: the background
Waiting on: the last 100 qs

YOUR FUTURE
Kids: definitely
Get married: all the more definitely, been dreaming of my wedding since i held the train of my aunt's gown when i was a kid
Career: one which i would love, love, love, and not get sick of it, and maybe adding high pay and stability

WHICH IS BETTER
Lips/eyes: can i be greedy and decide on both since both are complementary -_-
Hugs/kisses: same here
Shorter/taller: taller definitely
Older/younger: none best is same age
Romantic/spontaneous: can i be greedy again and say both
Nice stomach/arms: nice everything lol, maybe just nice stomach, scared of big muscled arms
Sensitive/Loud: sensitive please
Hookup/relationship: relationship -_-
Trouble maker/hesitant: hesitant lol

HAVE YOU EVER
Kissed a stranger: another of those kissing qs again, like no -_-
Drank hard liquor: no again
Lost glasses/contacts: glasses sheesh...
Sex on first date: -_- !!!!
Broken someone's heart: not to that extent i guess
Been arrested: nope lol
Turned someone down: yeah and relieved to
Cried when someone died: no one died.
Fallen for a friend: eh...maybe??

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
Yourself: at times
Miracles: during those desperate times
Love at first sight: last time, but not now
Heaven: yeah
Santa Claus: last time
Kiss on the first date: unless the other person has been known for a long long time...-_-
Angels: i want to

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY (doesn't this apply to all qs??)
Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: urgh, no again
Did you sing today: to myself yeah
Ever cheated on somebody: no again
If you could go back in time, how far would you go: to my toddlish childhood days with my ah ma If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be: the last chiangmai day
Are you afraid of falling in love: nope, rather on the how
Posting this as 100 truths: isn't it obvious

-100 truths
(do this only if you are damn damn free/obliged to do so ahha but it's kind of nice but some qs quite crappy and, joking on the obliged one, ting =)) )

10:13 PM;

{Sunday, June 14, 2009}

-edit-

Been 'hypernerding', (yes play on the word hibernating -_-), for a while now. Only been four days cooped up at home and it feels like a year. Great. imma-socially-deprived-knowledge-sim-haha-

What would I give, to have super intelligence, to have super flowing words out of my pen, to effortlessly do math questions like easy stuff?

What would I give. If I had a choice, I would rather not give. Because, it doesn't mean anything to be able to do math like freak, to do all the theory stuffs like freak. If, I had a choice.

**On a happier note, no seeing blue school, no wearing blue cardboard uniform for three weeks. We are but actually little blue slaves in disguise. =))))) And met up with Ting(with her sis) and Alwina, complete with improving weather, greyish blue skies, rainy days be it heavy or light rain, cooling to the tingly happy.

Grey is actually pretty,

The sky is awesome;

Different skies everyday,

Taking such awesome pictures is therapy. -_-

Till then.

5:27 PM;

{Wednesday, June 03, 2009}

So confused,
So distracted,
Heart's profusely muffled screaming,
A little awakening,
Here and there,
Starts and stops,
The focus everywhere,
Angst and endorphins,
So irritating,
So baffling.

A little quote I stumbled across somehow, somehow around this time,

"If you turn away from love, did it mean you no longer existed?" -Franklin's widow

7:31 PM;