heart on wings

{Tuesday, January 27, 2009}

I really really really really really!!!!!!! don't want Chinese New Year to end. Reunion dinner, blackjack, TV performances and shows, people, goodies, angbaos, lovely cousins/uncles/aunts/ah ma/ah gong...love love love


12:44 PM;

{Friday, January 16, 2009}

Walking Away from the sun, from now. Doubts/insecurities subsiding, I sense some peacefulness stirring.

Still I will see the beautiful sky, the smiling sky everywhere.

10:54 PM;

{Tuesday, January 13, 2009}

Went back to Dunman today with Ting on a rainy sunny day. The old Dunman structure is still stuck in my head and we met two teachers and saw many juniors and roamed around the school for a while. =))))))))) Must go back again to see more teachers.

The Dunman atmosphere is like so relaxing, and comparing it with the current school atmosphere, I feel like strangling myself. Feel like crying, for a long long time. Why do I feel so manipulated and I hate myself for feeling that way. Sometimes being nice to people is not nice after all.

10 more months, control.

6:43 PM;

{Sunday, January 11, 2009}

I'm intrigued about how Fate can tie people's lives together, no matter how far apart, no matter how difficult it is to meet, no matter what, people related, people in love, people soon to be relatives, people fated to meet one another, can still meet each other amidst crowded and unexpected places...

Instinctly met 4th uncle and kim-kim in the crowded foodcourt a few days ago, was happily sitting around waiting for mom to finish her food and suddenly, something asked my head to turn that way and see my 4th uncle's side view.

Sooo, yeah. If we're fated to meet, we'll meet, someday, somehow.

Dang. ☼

8:07 PM;

{Saturday, January 10, 2009}

"Welcome back, JC2..."

Hate, hate the stupid sms! How I wish, to be home-schooled!

On the happier side, kinda excited about graduation and being a 'senior'. -_-

4:57 PM;

{Wednesday, January 07, 2009}

Okay. Feel like doing a photos (outdated) galore...

Hope is there, up high


Reflections in a bauble

Edwin Puay

Fiona Kiwi haven't seen them in ages

Steamboat is fun

Could have been more fun if we went to the right steamboat place lol buffet anyhow take that kind

Daphne cutie haven't seen in ages too

Cheesy nicey

The night is full of secrets to unravel

Outer space? Wish we really were

Illegal gathering *evil*

Night scene with trees in the wind and secrets in between

The moon and the Durian

Nice candid taken by me *evil*

Another nice one (referring more to kiwi) *evil*

Love love the colourful water and notice the statues reminding me of 'You jump, I jump' (Titanic)

Miss you all


Nice nice picture wonder who's the awesome photographer *evil*

3:55 PM;

{Friday, January 02, 2009}

I'm thinking about whether this holidays have been good.

I think it's really gooooood. Never had a good holiday like that.

-Steamboat gathering with some 4A people tomorrow, omg, miss Dunman now a lot a lot must go back this Jan!
-Exercise with Alwina, running in gym, playing badminton, crapping/laughing
-Sakae Sushi with papa after fuming lol!
-Wild Wild Wet with family
-Shopping with Cindy
-Slacking at home with the MioTV now (movie marathons) and Sims 2 still
-Cycling with Ting and her sis and Sims 2
-OCIP chalet with bbq
-Pizza with Alwina, watching 200 Pound Beauty with her
-Escape Theme Park with Debra, Roz
-Twilight, and other movies but not worth remembering lol
-Food Day with Xiao Ting, Puay, Amelin
-A week stay at ah ma's house with her good food, slacking, being with her
-**Chiangmai OCIP**
-Went out with Fym, Syu for halloween
-Baked at Nicole's house lol
-Window shopping with usual girls
-Swimming with PW girls
-4th uncle's wedding

Yeah, that's about it...since the Promos ended...which was, 3 months ago. Had a long break but I'm still lazy...=(((( Someone motivate me man.

Maybe exercise will do the trick! Felt so refreshed after running for half an hour, do some situps (haven't been doing since after the stupid NAPFA), stretching, cycling...hmm. It's good to get your heart pumping, better than sitting around, wondering/frustrated at how to finish the stupid homework and revision asap.

I'm thankful. Thank you, for the hidden angel blessing me.
Hearts on fire, my strange desire. =)

10:29 PM;

{Thursday, January 01, 2009}

Feels good! The new year, 2009. Watched the countdown show on TV and it felt different. Maybe the anticipation makes the real thing better! Gosh, I can't wait for this year to kick in and end with a big bang!!!! =))))

2008 was a rushed year, in a good and bad way too. 2009 is going to be a more rushier year, maybe in a good and bad way too. But anyways, I've got a goooood feeling about 2009, maybe it's the lucky number 9!!! Can't can't wait for 09/09/09 already. Haha but before 2009 becomes a special year, have to make plans to make it special first. =)

Study smart and hard for the A Levels, have a good time despite studying, cultivate friendships, cherish family, transition to adult??, privileges to eighteen, finding a special someone??, graduating from the college, happily leaving, getting into university...

Wow! Turning point, make it right.

1:11 AM;

be with myself


cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
triumphs and singing of the heart

in center


Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.


Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons


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