heart on wings

{Thursday, October 30, 2008}

It's rather confusing/disturbing. You want to sleep, but no matter how you try to breathe deeply and toss here and there in your bed, you can't. And for some reason, breathing is difficult. And then, your head spins while your eyes are set so deeply in your head, you feel like in outer space...

That was the night before Chinese A Levels. I wasn't even nervous or anything about it. Freaking weird. It was the scariest night, I even felt like giving up totally. Reminded me of the night before Bio O Level practical too, but this, was the scariest night.

Maybe I think too much, and I don't even know.

Anyways, the dark day was over. That's all it matters.

Earlier on in the morning, was the worst day ever in school. Felt faint, the perfect mode for exam. And cranky and frowning...sorry people for the pissed attitude, especially Roz.

10:34 PM;

{Tuesday, October 28, 2008}








Did you exist

Or did you not?

Did you exist

Or did you not?




Why the hell did you

Intrigue me so?




I should be studying chinese now you know





Make yourself appear...

10:22 PM;

{Monday, October 27, 2008}

Old school

Haha, asked a lotta old school people and end up only the four of us. Finally could get nice seats at The Cathay for High School Musical 3. Honestly, I think I like the first movie the most...but the dancing and singing and all the props made it a good movie. =) Went for a quickie nice lunch with Edwin, Ke Hua and Cindy before watching the movie.

After the movie fooling around =))

In a good mood to do some artistic photos...before studying for A Level chinese

old friends/new friends, time

for someone to share

my honest heart

says i still miss you, mist

stare, into the dark

grumpy waiting

only time will tell

hello, whispers sunshine


think i shall just go and be my nerd

"My replacement sun, the warmth that made my empty life

Not a drug, I would have been the air, the sun"

9:09 PM;

{Thursday, October 23, 2008}

Looks can be deceiving.

Homemade Chocolate Heaven with Kit-Kat

Big mistake! Told you only opposites attract...not complements! The bittersweet and very sweet became overwhelming and sickly. Abstaining from chocolatey things for a while because of this! And reminder to self to exercise and lose weight...

A dip in the pool...

Have been swimming (more like playing in the water) frequently this week with PW group members and Joan.


is finally ending

9:24 PM;

{Sunday, October 19, 2008}

School syndrome is back again. Frustration, tiredness, weariness.

The evil hands of materialism. (Fuck, been waiting for my ipod nano since 3 months ago)

Save my soul.

7:56 PM;

{Wednesday, October 15, 2008}

P.S. The photo that really made my day. Why so irresistible, his lips. Man, why do I have a fetish for lips?! Lol.

Had 3 injections today, in preparation for the Thailand overseas trip. Sour they are but they are not as painful as I thought them to be and sure, braces (taking off 4 good teeth part) is so much more painful, so. I can't complain. Lol. Last time I had injections was when in primary school and it was so sour and painful I could still remember.

Okay so life is rather busy after promos, sadly so. Anyway, shall make do with Edward Cullen for a while...

Robert Pattinson (Cedric Diggory) would be Edward in the movie, gosh. That's what I thought him to be.

8:55 PM;

{Monday, October 13, 2008}

It's hard to remember how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life
Passes things, get more comfortable
Everything is going right
And after all the obstacles
It's good to see you now with someone else
And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
I know we're cool

And we used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain
Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown, oh
We have changed but we're still the same
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
I know we're cool

And I'll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles
And now we're hanging out with your new girlfriend
So far from where we've been
I know we're cool
You knew...

crap why do I miss you? so silly.

11:39 PM;

{Sunday, October 12, 2008}

Oh woah it's been a week since I've updated and hello, promos are over...but wait, school is not over, and maybe that is why.

Past week is kinda blah. Should have played truant once again. In school doing nothing but wait and wait for the promos results and nothing for the first three days. Oh crap.

Oh yeah so now...
I'm promoted! With a BCEDEB (math, econ, lit, g.p., history, chinese)

I dunno how to say...eh happy but happy just for being promoted. Fullstop. Though I got like decent grades for Math and Econs and previously it was just junk ungraded. =) Happy. But happy for only a while that kind. Haha. Weird I know.

Okay so the past week is gone with a flash and I've been doing little enjoyable things but hey, I went out with Shafie to jalan jalan and talk and with Rozzie to watch Eagle Eye and jalan jalan and today, went out with Alwina and Puay Puay to cycle at East Coast and then jalan jalan at Parkway.

Today left me super shagged and I felt like fainting. Should be due to the merciless sun. Must put sunblock everyday now, shudder. My won't-get-burnt-skin got burnt today. But I'm happy and feeling thankful today except that I don't look thankful to my parents...oh well curse self for being a brat. And I chatted a lot with Alwina and Puay Suan today, so happy. Missed them so.

Oh well, school...when will it end? Just one more year. Embracing the A Levels? As for A Level? Ahaha.

9:59 PM;

{Monday, October 06, 2008}

We're going down
You can see it too
This is the deep and dying breath of
Can't seem to hold you like I want to
Nobody's gonna come and save you
You were the one I tried to draw
How dare you say it's nothing to me
You're the only light I ever saw
Leaving me feeling dirty coz' you can't understand
We're going down

I miss you sunshine.

10:56 PM;

{Saturday, October 04, 2008}

Happy things are here! Cast away all the unhappy things aside and here goes...my fourth uncle's wedding! Like finally. Wahaha he still dared to say he won't marry last time when I was like nine. It's been so long since I've attended a family wedding. The last time was when I was five. Which is like more than a decade ago!!!

Woke up real early at 7 because it's a daylight wedding. Haha sounds funny. Went to Ah Ma's house to witness the bride's coming into the bridegroom's house. Learnt quite a lot about chinese wedding traditions like you can't see the bride before she goes into the bedroom. Cool

Have my cousins become fairies or angels

Pretty pretty cousins- flower girls and bridesmaid

Family photo after the 敬茶 ceremony and 拜拜 ceremony
Got to receive angbao from my new kim kim and little uncle and I wished them 幸福快乐! Wahaha was the first one to receive, the 'eldest' niece

The anxiety of it all, especially Ah Ma!
The photographer is very funny, asked us to take a huge family photo with twists! Guess his trademark is to twist lol. Turns out real cute though.

Went to Orchard Hotel for the solemnisation (first time attending omg) and then the wedding lunching

Before the solemnisation with brother (stupid brother taller than me) and Ah Gong

Will you promise to care, cherish, in sickness or in health...remain faithful and love each other for as long as you live?

Playing around with camera at wedding reception haha with papa and naughty Justin

I wanna learn drinking from Ah Gong! Haha.

Wedding bells, ding ding ding~

It will be a magical 'night'~

So happy for you~

Got to sit at the VIP side! Wahaha


Gotcha! Classic look man.

Haha I look like I just got a proposal

But sadly no! These two enlightened me about the real roses at the back of the chairs

Enlightened...but still dark lol

Another classic one! Woah I can capture emotions well lol I think I can be a photographer =)

I'm so so happy for you

With dearest Ah Ma

With 2nd uncle =)

With the flower girls

Another classic

Yam Seng ah!

It's a golden mirror

Photo enthusisasts

Comfortable in the dreamy mode

My legs may look like rods but I'm already 50+kg -_-


What's love really?

A solitary

A solitary figure with many roses

Eh haha it's funny how many of my relatives say I'm too tall for my own good and that I look ready to marry at any moment, in 4 years they say. Lol! If it comes true I'll be damn happy coz' it means I'll marry my first boy! Lol, blushing. (which reminds me of some embarrassing moments where I don't even know I'm blushing till people tell me)

Oh my dear little uncle you're finally married, and have found the one in your life. (and I'm almost taller than you! Haha)
Happy things are here to stay.

7:34 PM;

be with myself


cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
triumphs and singing of the heart

in center


Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.


Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons


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