heart on wings

{Monday, September 29, 2008}

The nightmare's finally over. Daylight's break.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can't believe that I've been studying for over a month, holing up at home, studying round the clock. The feeling is atrocious once it's kinda long-term.


That little girl you once were and that you are trying so desperately to forget is still causing you problems...

Art thou not weary of ardent ways?

Seek, seeking, seeking, seeks...sought

Mesmerised by how delicately hair falls on the collarbone

风是爱的呼应,雨是情的交融

The above italics were the musings made during the hardcore studying days. And for now onwards, I'm gonna be a happy girl. And carefree girl. Oh yeah, was so stressed up during the september break and my thick frizzy hair was pissing me off so I decided to persuade my mom to let me cut, layer and perm my hair again. Lol, weird way of de-stressing huh. My hair is the shortest ever now, shoulder-length! And shoulder-length curls are more fun than long and heavy ones. Like them best when damp, romantic ringlets (omg, alliteration). When dry they are kinda wild. Was shocked the first time I saw in the mirror my biggest hair ever. Haha. I think I'm sticking to shoulder-length hair, it's more versatile than looong hair. Woohoo! New revelation.

I think the promos was actually do-able, the school was seriously spoon-feeding us big babies. Other schools set their promos like until never-seen-before questions, this school tells us what is coming out, literally giving us the exam questions (like history), prepares us rather well...soo...I have to pass!

Today and the first day of exam was the worst days, oh and that nausea session during Literature. I feel blessed today that I survived doing Lit and then history...wrote like 14 pages worth of essays in a day?? And I didn't vomit and I didn't feel my neck strain nor my hand pain! Only my writing hand was red (pen-power). Pain is really just temporary. =)))) Blessed.

Oh and I have a looong list of people to havoc with (provided they wanna havoc with me too lol) and a list of things to do! Like shopping, going to the beach, cycling, movies, exercising, leisure-swimming, learning baking/knitting/roller-blading/ice-skating/yoga, reading edward cullen (omg twilight and its series is replacing harry potter), going to nice food places, Sentosa...and doing extreme things like talking till sun rises? any other ideas? haha.

For now I guess I'll be the mock Sleeping Beauty and try to sleep for more than 9 hours if my biological clock permits me and watch korean dramas again! =))))))

Spaced-out Girl

Essay-churning Machine

Happy Carefree Girl

P.S. Oh and wedding bells are ringing! Not mine sadly, but my fourth uncle's finally getting married woohooo!!! =))))))))


6:16 PM;

be with myself

Affirmation

cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
sincerity..
triumphs and singing of the heart

in center

clarity


Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.

peace

Independence
Health
Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons
Love
Faith
Happiness

serenity.


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