heart on wings

{Tuesday, September 30, 2008}

Havoc outing #1: Movie (Painted Skin) outing with Amelin, Xiao Ting, Cindy, Pei Ji.

Breath of fresh air for me especially, but for Amelin, that girl like not so energtic that promos are finally over. -_- =)

That was the first photo taken before the movie so eh, there's loads more to go. Painted Skin is goood. Because maybe I miss watching traditional chinese movies (nostalgia, remembered addiction to My Fair Princess [huan zhu ge ge]) and it's a horror romance movie. =)

Went window-shopping with them after that and that's when the photo taking comes in. Walked from Heeren to Wisma...basically Orchard Road lah.

Oops, I didn't know my leg crossing was that bad (or is it my plump legs lol)

Not posting all the photos here girls as you all wanted me to~ =D

And then night gradually falls...

Taking photos ferociously haha malu malu

I like the background and our faces are so fair including mine! ahha.

While waiting for them to buy their food we waited too long

Set my heart ablaze with your perfect chill
The fountain looks like fire here (credits to fireworks setting)

I find it rather weird that I didn't feel like shopping although we planned to actually shop and buy things...I suppose it's because I feel dejected that I can't even fit into my wardrobe clothes properly now...=((( need to exercise and lose the fats/muscle in the arms/thighs/bottoms area! Darn, life-saving's fault. Even my face is chubby now. Bah.

11:47 PM;

Aaahh...I can't seem to be able to sleep for more than 9 hours; why must I wake up instinctively just after 9 hours of sleep??!! Atrocious. Lol. I wonder who can sleep for like 24 hours.

Oh yeah, the feeling of truancy is shiok! No wonder those playing truant feel like playing truant again. Haaa, I'm supposed to be in school doing the lame open house stuffs. I told myself before I'm gonna disappear from that school after promos! =)

Thought of some nerdy cheesy jokes:
"Says who I need a boyfriend? It is a luxury good, not a necessity."
"A relationship has its ups and downs, just like economics, internal economies then diseconomies of scale, so, don't start a relationship!"
"We learn vectors to find the direction in life, the significant other in life."

Haha, lame I know. But it's funny, to me at least. =)

8:48 AM;

{Monday, September 29, 2008}

The nightmare's finally over. Daylight's break.


Can't believe that I've been studying for over a month, holing up at home, studying round the clock. The feeling is atrocious once it's kinda long-term.

That little girl you once were and that you are trying so desperately to forget is still causing you problems...

Art thou not weary of ardent ways?

Seek, seeking, seeking, seeks...sought

Mesmerised by how delicately hair falls on the collarbone


The above italics were the musings made during the hardcore studying days. And for now onwards, I'm gonna be a happy girl. And carefree girl. Oh yeah, was so stressed up during the september break and my thick frizzy hair was pissing me off so I decided to persuade my mom to let me cut, layer and perm my hair again. Lol, weird way of de-stressing huh. My hair is the shortest ever now, shoulder-length! And shoulder-length curls are more fun than long and heavy ones. Like them best when damp, romantic ringlets (omg, alliteration). When dry they are kinda wild. Was shocked the first time I saw in the mirror my biggest hair ever. Haha. I think I'm sticking to shoulder-length hair, it's more versatile than looong hair. Woohoo! New revelation.

I think the promos was actually do-able, the school was seriously spoon-feeding us big babies. Other schools set their promos like until never-seen-before questions, this school tells us what is coming out, literally giving us the exam questions (like history), prepares us rather well...soo...I have to pass!

Today and the first day of exam was the worst days, oh and that nausea session during Literature. I feel blessed today that I survived doing Lit and then history...wrote like 14 pages worth of essays in a day?? And I didn't vomit and I didn't feel my neck strain nor my hand pain! Only my writing hand was red (pen-power). Pain is really just temporary. =)))) Blessed.

Oh and I have a looong list of people to havoc with (provided they wanna havoc with me too lol) and a list of things to do! Like shopping, going to the beach, cycling, movies, exercising, leisure-swimming, learning baking/knitting/roller-blading/ice-skating/yoga, reading edward cullen (omg twilight and its series is replacing harry potter), going to nice food places, Sentosa...and doing extreme things like talking till sun rises? any other ideas? haha.

For now I guess I'll be the mock Sleeping Beauty and try to sleep for more than 9 hours if my biological clock permits me and watch korean dramas again! =))))))

Spaced-out Girl

Essay-churning Machine

Happy Carefree Girl

P.S. Oh and wedding bells are ringing! Not mine sadly, but my fourth uncle's finally getting married woohooo!!! =))))))))

6:16 PM;

{Tuesday, September 23, 2008}

Please don't let me be sick now. Definitely not the right time.

Was doing Literature & Identity for promos in the morning and guess what happened? My neck was strained and felt really nauseous in the middle of the exam, so not nice thing to experience. The idea of vomitting is bad. Makes me feel weak all over. Plus wanting to squeeze out whatever I can from my brain about identity issues but the pen power seemed to be sucking life force out of me. Couldn't stand the feeling and went to the toilet but nothing came out. Some things came out after the exam though. =( Still, I'm thankful for Lynette's accompanying me during the nauseous period. =)

Zzz, feeling much better after sleeping for 3 hours like a dead person. =)

Please let me pass my promotional. =(...

5:39 PM;

{Tuesday, September 09, 2008}

Heartbreak and warmth altogether.

9:01 PM;

It's not a silly little moment

It's not the storm before the calm

This is the deep and dying breath of

This love we've been working on

Can't seem to hold you like I want to

So I can feel you in my arms

Nobody's gonna come and save you

We pulled to many false alarms

We're going down you can see it too

We're going down and you know that we're doomed

My dear we're slow dancing in a burning room

I was the one you always dreamed of

You were the one I tried to draw

How dare you say it's nothing to me

Baby, you're the only light I ever saw

We're going down and you can see it too
We're going down and you know that we're doomed
My dear we're slow dancing in a burning room...

Totally the feeling I'm feeling now. Different, sentimental.

Happy birthday to myself. Different birthday on a school day. Many wishes though. Happy for people remembering my birthday.

5:44 PM;

{Wednesday, September 03, 2008}

In the midst of a miserable one week study break, how I wished there's like 2 more weeks of official study break and no school. =( With nice rainy cooling days for good study.

De-stress time after school make-up lesson/consultation at study benches haha:

And from nice decent photos to...

And back to coolness pictures:

In courtesy of Roz's webcam function awesome! Laughed like hell at study benches eh haha. Kinda disturbed the J2's studying lol. The video function was especially funny especially when we pretended to talk to our 'twins'. Ha.

Okay and now back to becoming invisible! Poof.

8:14 PM;

be with myself


cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
triumphs and singing of the heart

in center


Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.


Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons


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