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{Saturday, August 16, 2008}

Sheesh! The 'vow' made in the previous post is useless. Okay. Shit. I can't help blogging. Woowah. Updates on school life. Signed up for yoga as compass elective and it's so refreshing even for only an hour. Will want to pursue yoga in the future! Relaxing although the poses are rather straining. Went in the morning to go swimming at the pool near my old house. Oh my, the swimming complex changed so much ever since...6 years ago?? Wow, six years. Changed for the better, it's now newer with more facilities and the toilets are nicely clean. And the water features are so fun, although the lifeguard laughed at me and Xin Yi for wanting to play in the baby pool. Haha. We didn't care anyways.

The third try for Bronze Medallion is coming up...hope I can really pass this time round (though the coach wants me to swim breast-stroke, my fastest stroke haha so funny) and after swimming, went to the libary. Jie Ming and Xin Yi left earlier and it was so nice, being in the library and comfortably alone and cosy. Which makes me realise that I can't study all the time at home the space is just too small and makes me want to scream at times. Haha, claustrophobia? I can't really study with people, maybe just with a friend or two.

Saw Fiona and Jie Ling just now while walking something of an intuition made me saw them walking across the road! Miss them much and miss talking with them while eating at KFC about two weeks ago. And happy birthday Fiona, if you're reading this. Paiseh I've got no present for you but I hugged you just now haha...miss ya all. Was reflecting upon mid-year results and the first half of the year. Am more happy now in school because I guess I've found some form of comfort in some of my classmates and I hope I'll have many more true friends in time to come and that the class will be more bonded and all and that I'll be as close with the teachers as with my secondary school teachers and that I'll put more heart and soul into my studies. Was lost and disheartened during the first half of the year, hated going to school everyday the aloof environment, even considered the idea of withdrawing out of school. Did like no effort in the exam no wonder the results. Woah. Couldn't believe that now. I wonder what will happen if I really did that.

Okay, time to stop looking back and look ahead! One more month to the big time exam, maybe even bigger than O Levels. Ha. I have to get really safely promoted, at least a D and above for all subjects! Yeah.

Many blesses to my father, I know you'll pull through this. I just know you would.

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