I've been coming to accept my stockier frame and tanned body until now. I've been blocking out those pleas from my family members to stop putting on anymore weight until now. That's it. I'm sick, sick, fucking sick of hearing "Please stop eating so much, eat less, look at you, your thighs are so fat now," And from today onwards I've made my decision, I hope you'll regret it. I will: eat only either mee or bread for lunch; no rice for lunch, a scoop of rice for dinner with little or no meat (as in chicken, pork), lots of fruits and vegetables, no snacks after breakfast and lunch, no more cheese, chocolate, ice-cream...anymore suggestions? Thanks a lot. I would want my 45kg frame back, if not, lesser. Then everyone will be happy.
And fucking stop asking me to quit my life-saving cca so that I will stop gaining weight. Isn't it fucking sad that your family members do not support your decisions wholly? Those half-hearted decisions/heck-care decisions, well, that's why I don't ask you for your opinions on my decisions anymore. You wanted me to go to the science stream and seems ashamed that I'm in the arts stream now. So what? That's why I didn't even bother to tell you the subjects I chose for the A Levels. You will still say they are useless subjects anyway. And I am useless, and my future is bleak, like fucking bleak.