Hacking cough that is complemented by a major sore throat, packaged nicely with 'insomnia'. Many thoughts in my mind. Swirling all around, suffocating me. Perfect.
Life changes may be positive and refreshing, but where the hell is the comfort that lies in the 'past'(or referred to as present) ?
Life passes swiftly by. A random old man with dementia that lost his way back home, shows the natural deterioration of Man as time goes by. So what about it, you may ask. Regret. The feeling that most people feel in life. Regret that I've never done this, gave it a try...regret, regret, then life takes us all away...
Self-assertion. To get what you want in life, to get satisfaction...I'm giving it a try.
Surrealism. Initially, I thought everything's getting so surreal as everything is changing...fast. People, places... But I've never thought that the problem lies with me. Living in my own world.
Studies, studies...what am I living for actually? I feel dead.