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{Tuesday, November 06, 2007}

Three weeks of going through the same phase, the damn-i'm-stuck feeling of life; waking up every day for the sole purpose of turning all my attention, investing them onto books.

Shudder. And the occasional glance of the TV, the occasional listening to my Pinky Winky and dancing to it...and the occasional crying while poring over books and more books and files and paper materials.

A sigh of relief, finally. I'm developing a heck-care attitude now because the O Levels haven't officially ended- Monday's Bio MCQ, so it doesn't count! =) A sense of fatigue is assaulting my senses but I'm feeling darn excited right now- the O Levels has wracked our brains alright. Pardon for the irrational descriptions ~

Heck care, heck care, heck care! About the results I mean. I've done all the best I can...even my mom and Ah Ma 'begged' me to stop studying like mad. Haha. The past solid month; I've lived up to the nickname of "Spaced-Out Girl" and like a sadistic Sim who spends the entire life by the study table, causing the social life of the sadistic Knowledge Sim to be on the extreme red social meter. Well, if you are a Sims 2 gamer like me, then can you understand my insane ravings right now. Haha. Not to forget, during the three weeks in last-chance preparations for the written papers, there is the permanent eyeliner around my eyes and my weight readings is like half of a sine curve and the stress level is like a cosine curve. And my entertainment throughout the three weeks is cracking my neck to ease the tense muscles and flexing my body in a poor attempt to exercise and the occasional things mentioned above.

I might have developed a new type of phobia: Book-o-phobia. I might be afraid of the sight of books now. Even I don't feel inclined towards that last Harry Potter book on my bookshelf; it has been waiting patiently for me to read it. It still has the laminated plastic sheet over it! But I'm still a Harry Potter fan, a big one at that, I swear! Just that the O Levels has done some damage up here I guess.

Hope the outcome will be sweet.

The prom night is just round the corner!!! (The theme is Masquerade, the theme I have been dreaming about ever since!!!) I can't wait to go out and shop with my mom tomorrow. The start of recovering my social life =)

And I hope to watch the sunset by the beach...
Gonna embrace surrealism and be a full-time dreamer...
Not to forget, a Gamer/Reader(Okay, after prom night, I will read Harry Potter)/Shopper/Exerciser/Destresser

My blog is now revived. =))
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7:54 PM;

be with myself


cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
triumphs and singing of the heart

in center


Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.


Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons


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