♥ heart on wings

Helllooooooo...if there's still anyone reading my poor lonely blog...
I guess the probability of loyal readers visiting my blog is close to nil, very close I guess. And it's all due to the mugging shit this year. Oops. Haha. The reason I'm finally updating is because I'm really taking a breather off the piles of books- in the midst of Prelims. Just a survivor of two Preliminary days...oh well.

I wanna run off to the beach and scream my soul out. And wave my hands in the air.

Haha. This is what happens when a lot of studying is too much of a good thing.

And my father has just nicknamed me "Spaced-out Girl". He was like deliberately showing off his American knowledge since "spaced-out" is an American slang. Didn't know what it meant till I checked the phrase out in http://www.dictionary.com. Lol.

I found an appropriate song on the website for my current blog song. Yes, I'm finally changing my blog song and updating for once since...haha.

Calendar Girl

If I am lost for a day
Try to find me
But if I don't come back then I won't look behind me
And all of the things that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day
December is darkest
In June there's the light
But this empty bedroom
Won't make anything right
While out on the landing
A friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me
All through the night

Calendar girl who's in love with the world
Stay alive

I dreamed I was dying as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window
Threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there
Please don't let me die
But I can't live forever
I can't always be
One day i'll be sand on a beach by the sea
The pages keep turning
I mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost

Calendar girl
Who is lost to the world
Stay alive!
Calendar girl who is lost to the world
Stay alive!

January, February, March, April, May
I'm alive
June, July, August, September, October
I'm Alive
November, December and all through the winter
I'm Alive!
I'm alive....

2:24 PM;

be with myself

Affirmation

cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
sincerity..
triumphs and singing of the heart

clarity

Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.

peace

Independence
Health
Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons
Love
Faith
Happiness

serenity.

*HUGS* TOTAL! *HUGGIES* snuggles & cuddles

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Cousin ♥
amelin =)
fiona =)
ke*hua =)
edwin =)
sim*yee =)
yi*chen =)
anna =)
♥ trains

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