heart on wings

{Sunday, January 07, 2007}

I can't sleep; just now when coming back from grannie's, my family met with a tiny car accident. My hormone-charged-up brother was nagging and cursing away in the car because he wanted to continue playing my uncle's laptop at my grannie's. I dunno whether it's the birthday bug or something; it's as if he's the king or something. His nagging and cursing irritated especially my father, and he was also tired when driving, hence he bumped onto a lorry in front; luckily it was just a lil bump, and only the front car plate came off. But still, it's the first time such a thing happened and this freaked me out a bit, you know, I react a lot to situations...

I can't sleep, although it's midnight now...okay, I gotta remind myself of nice things that happened today instead...In the afternoon, I went for my A Maths tuition and guess what? It's a new teacher again and I seriously dunno why they change the teacher again. Amelin and I thought that it was a new female teacher but it was a male one. Okay, so whatcha think of the new male teacher? No, not a geek, not a hunk, but a... ... ...
pretty boy! Surprised, ain't it? So was I. Honestly, this is the first time I encountered such a nice-looking young teacher that suspiciously looks like a guy freshly out from NS. Lol, really, this is one pretty boy. Er, teacher, I mean. Was kinda awkward after looking at his pretty features; deep-set penetrating eyes, luscious lips, and the best of all, his sunshine smile, and I was thinking, "Huh? I will feel weird having such a gorgeous teaching me!" Lol, don't puke please. I'm stating the truth.

The lesson was weird, as I expected, because I cannot look at him for long when he's explaining and all. I will laugh because he will give me that gaze, and a hidden smile, and of course, I can't help laughing and smiling. Lol. I'm pathetic! Then of course, he asked me what I was laughing at, and I remembered laughing at the Chemistry teacher too, and I just kept laughing and shaking my head. Amelin laughed also during the lesson. Lol. Other than him being gorgeous, I still prefer the first teacher, the hunk I mean. Because he seems more experienced than this Nathaniel, whose name I thought sounded like a Singapore Idol guy. This new teacher seems inexperienced because he's not really good in explaining and all. But then again, the hunk, Jasper I mean, has this come-hither gaze which kinda freaks Amelin and I out, so maybe this new teacher isn't bad after all...we shall see...

I'm looking forward to A Maths tuition. Lol. It's weird going gaga over a teacher. Lol. And I guess the tensed up feeling in school is coming, as homework comes in and teachers inform us of tests and all. Okay, better wish me luck. I gotta reach my goal, yeah.

12:08 AM;

be with myself

Affirmation

cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
sincerity..
triumphs and singing of the heart

in center

clarity


Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.

peace

Independence
Health
Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons
Love
Faith
Happiness

serenity.


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