heart on wings

{Sunday, December 03, 2006}

Yesterday
Oh man...I really scared myself to the extent that I didn't get much sleep and overslept for guitar practice. Scared myself by waking up suddenly in the middle of the night and kept thinking of those scary images from The Eye 2. I couldn't sleep for a period of time hence I overslept. -_- Anyways, after guitar practice(didn't get scolded by conductor and teacher! heheh) my mom and I went out for shopping. Like finally. The 2nd holiday activity. We took the opportunity to have some girly shopping together(caught the shopping bug from my mom since young) at Raffles City and Bugis since there's no pesky lil brother around for like 6 days. He went over to my grandma's place to stay. Lol.

Sadly, I felt so sapped of energy that I didn't really feel like going shopping. It's a major miracle for a really crazed shopaholic like me. I think I'm not gonna watch horror movies anymore, not even in the mornings. -_- But nevertheless, it was a rare opportunity for having my mom being free to go shopping at faraway places(she always coops herself up at home, doing housework blah blah), so I heaved my tired self and forced myself awake for 6 hours at Raffles City and Bugis. I took quite a long time deciding on what to wear, it must be due to me not going out since ages! Nevertheless, I felt like a spoilt princess after dressing up and having my father drive us to Raffles City and Bugis. Teehee. And then, loads of walking and eye-indulging on those stuffs; bags, accessories, shoes, clothes, clothes and more clothes! Woohoo. Had a great time with my mom; she picked some pieces of clothing and then asked me for my opinion. And then we took a long time looking at shoes, for I don't have enough shoes. After all those trying and looking at infinity shoes on display, I finally saw a pair I like. Lol.

I guessed time passed at the speed of light, because after I bought a pair of shoes(finally) and my mom bought a top, it was already 7pm. I still wanted to see clothes because I wanna buy them and I still wanted to shop, but my father wanted to go home after having dinner. -_- I guess it's just the beginning of doing major shopping, lol.

Today
The 2nd time visiting the gym in a week. As usual, I spent the longest time in the gym, an hour. Burned 110 calories when walking on the treadmill at the speed of 6.5, burned 227 calories when running on the treadmill at the speed of 8. Burned 337 calories in total. =) But I'm still tipping the scales at 45! =(((

People kept gaping at me when I was in the gym. And I dunno why. Maybe it's because of my sweatiness, or maybe it's because of my age. They must be wondering what a girl at the age of 15 is doing at the gym. Lol. And spending a long time at the gym too.

After the vigorous exercise, my stomach churned and I kinda felt nauseous after drinking water. But I guess it's just some normal bodily reactions. However, when I looked at the packet of food on the dining table, waves of nausea overwhelmed me. Is this a normal reaction? Anyway, it's weird eating my dinner today. Because it felt like the most difficult task I have to do. And I kinda feel nauseous too.

She gazed at the food on the table. Shoving a spoonful of food into her mouth, she cringed at the thought of it making her tip the scales even more. Slowly, she managed to finish the food by half. Finally. She willed herself to be strong. Soon I'll be 42, she thought. And everything will fall into place. She smiled.

8:31 PM;

be with myself

Affirmation

cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
sincerity..
triumphs and singing of the heart

in center

clarity


Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.

peace

Independence
Health
Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons
Love
Faith
Happiness

serenity.


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