heart on wings

{Friday, December 29, 2006}

I'm back at home, but having spent four days at grannie's, I somehow feel that I have only spent an hour there. Yesterday night, I was back at home. Yet I didn't have a happy-and-glad-to-be-back feeling. I wanted to stay at grannie's, for a long long time. Staying at grannie's had made me feel all those childhood memories again. Those childhood memories, like they were alive again. Staying at grannie's had made me much happier, for I was able to live with her, albeit for four days. It seemed like I was a little girl back again, staying with Ah Ma. Those carefree and happy days with Ah Ma...

在回家的途中,心里的感觉却是沉闷的。Ah Ma 的声音不断在耳里回响着,“Ling ah, 这么快就走了啊!”。。。回到家里,我却忘了拿回 Facial Cleansers,但我却很开心,因为我可以打电话给Ah Ma ,听那很熟悉的声音。“Ah Ma!”我很开心地说。。。“Ling ah! 你有没有想 Ah Ma?” 
这时,我的心有一点酸酸的。“有!” “乖,下次你来我煮好料给你吃!。。。”我好像听到 Ah Ma的声音抖了一下,好像在抑制着泪水似的。挂了电话后,我的心更酸了。进了厕所准备洗澡时,泪水从眼睛慢慢地掉落下来;它们似乎知道要走那里,因为泪水流下来的方式是一样的。。。不懂这么说啦。洗澡后,我还在想着 Ah Ma,在床上,也在想着她,所以昨晚流的泪是如黄河;太夸张了吧。。。。。。不知道Ah Ma感觉得到我很想念她。。。

10:41 AM;

be with myself

Affirmation

cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
sincerity..
triumphs and singing of the heart

in center

clarity


Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.

peace

Independence
Health
Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons
Love
Faith
Happiness

serenity.


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