heart on wings

{Tuesday, August 22, 2006}

I had a sudden headache during school. The headache was like so immense, and I could not stand it. In the end, I went home, about half an hour before school. Thank you, for those people who accompanied me and whom were concerned about me...I'm okay now. The headache may be due to my extreme exercise on Sunday; I ran 6 km++...oh well. But I'm okay now.

But my heart is not.
My heart is aching, like the persistant headache.
How I wish I would not be able to go to school and stay at home instead to study for the impending Common Test.
Then, I would not make a laughing stock out of myself by crying like a fool.
Then, my heart would not be like a porcelain vase dropped from a majestic height and broken into many many tiny pieces and be plastered to form a whole heart again.
The whole process is very painful, to the extent that the pain is indescribable.
I feel like stabbing it to relieve it of the pain.
I feel like crying to a certain volume of tears to cool the confused emotions in the heart.
This is very frustrating, and overwhelming.
On top of it, Common Test is coming.
Wish me luck to overcome all this.

无论等待多久, 都无法再靠近你

4:36 PM;

be with myself


cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
triumphs and singing of the heart

in center


Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.


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