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♥ heart on wings

{Saturday, June 17, 2006}

After chatting with darling Qian online, I suddenly have an inspiration to post this entry.
Okay, before I start on it, I'm gonna post about what happened to moi today.
Today was Thumbs-up Day and I managed to skip guitar lessons because of that irritating naggy teacher-in-charge getting on moi nerves. Teehee.
Wow.
Today was TIRING indeed.
We went to Sentosa to play Amazing Race.
It's so tiring that I don't feel like elaborating on it.
But we got a SECOND PLACE!!!
Yippeeeeeeeeeee.
Dadadadadaddaa.
And we thought we were gonna be the last as we were the last to reach our destination.
Haha.
We got the last laugh.

Suddenly I feel so sad.
Like a little puppy whining and crying as its owner walks away, slowly, disappearing from view eventually, forever.
Why is there sadness and heartbreak in the package of love?
Why, tell me why.
Why must people suffer and cry and die because of love?
Why can't there be eternal happiness in the package of love?
Why, tell me why.

Like a little drop of fragile glass, is a fragment of moi heart.
Like a cold breath of air, is a feeling thou emanate with a sharp cut.
Like a wilted black rose, is forlorn that makes moi tear.
Like a piercing-sharp dagger, is danger that kills and fills everyone with fear.

Screw the saying "You can't have the cake and eat it".
For moi believes in happy endings.
Have you ever actually seen a dog crying?
I have.
Even animals cry.
What about humans?
DUH.
And it leads to suicide and all.
This is disturbing.
Why can't everyone live happily ever after, like they do in disney movies?
Why can't all movies be happily ever after?
For instance, Stairway to Heaven.
Why can't it be that Jingshu lives happily ever after with Chengjun?
Screw it.
Sad endings have more credit what.
But it doesn't work like that in real life.
I know, deep down in everyone's heart, they yearn for a happy ending.
DUH.

Moi missed the art of thy face
Moi missed the creases thou smile makes
Moi missed the identity of thy voice
Moi missed the glimmer in thou eyes.

Okay.
I know I'm talking crap here, but somewhere in moi precious heart, a weird emotion filled moi.
Hence I'm writing crap here.
Haha.
But if you even took the time to read it, thank you.

Moi hopes that everyone lives with everyone happily ever after.
If only life was this perfect.

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