heart on wings

{Monday, June 26, 2006}

Dreary first day of school.
Yawn.
Some new teachers are going to teach us, but we haven't got to see them yet today.
Yawn.
This is only the first day of school, and yet teachers have bombarded us with tons of homework and all, as usual.
So what am I doing here, typing all this, you ask? Oh well, I think I'm addicted to blogging. To me, blogging is just as necessary as a daily routine. You know, life is short, so we have to keep track of all the memories we have experienced, be it good or bad, so that we can remember them. Lol.

We haven't got to know our new seating arrangement yet, argh, and I'll have to keep hoping that I have a good seat. Because since primary school, I was always concerned about where I seat and all. Lol. I'm fussy, thank you.
As usual, the morning started off with a draggy speech made by the Principal and a prize giving ceremony for all levels. Despite my tired and exhausted mood, I was motivated by the Principal's speech and the prize giving session. Motivation, sweat, blood, tears, hardwork, determination and a bit of weight-losing are the keys to success. -_- But I don't mind sacrificing all that I've mentioned for 9 points for O Levels. It may sound a bit impossible to me now, but nothing is impossible. Even blind people are able to paint an impressive piece of art.

And, you know, my class is always ON. For mugging and all. Because on the first day of school, there were already people mugging over sheets of paper printed by teachers. Motivation is good, but over-motivation is bad for health, do you get me? And I fear over-motivation makes one feel very stressed to do extremely well, to soar in the greatest heights of success. And what I fear most is that these success-obsessed people would do whatever they can to reach the top. That includes betraying, lying, cheating, or even KILLING. I'm getting a bit drama in here, but please bear with me. Lol. But I fear these people do exist. Since it's a dog-eat-dog world out there, why not? Like for instance, one success-obsessed person lies to his or her friend that he or she did not study, but in fact they did study. The success-obsessed person thinks that by doing this, he or she will make his or her friend feel relaxed and they will not study. And when they don't, the success-obsessed person will be able to soar high into the sky. Another instance will be that the success-obsessed person is not willing to teach his or her poor friend who is struggling in his or her studies. So that the success-obsessed person will be able to soar high into the sky once again. You see, the success-obsessed person is a person who will be willing to end all relationships with people and stress themselves out to the very end just so they can reach the top. Scary, ain't it? I hope these people don't exist! (Fat hope.)

But if I am able to choose between getting freaking good results and having good relationships with people, I'll rather choose the latter. Because if you do you job by handing up homework on time, being a good student, study well and hard and all, you'll do what you can. So it is not necessary to end friendships with people and all. Lol. And having good and caring friends, you'll be a happier and a person who has many friends to cry and laugh together with. =)

I'm really trying to be optimistic about almost everything.
Maybe it's the camp, maybe it's just me.
Oh well, I can choose whether I wanna be happy or sad, so I must choose the happy mood lah!
I mean, some people in the world can't even choose, you know.

And it's a fact that I love pink.
So much so that many of my things are pink in colour.
Almost everything. Because my friends just pointed it to me today.
I live in a pink world.

Oh. I better stop here now.
And oh um, say good luck to me for studies before exiting my blog!
x0x0!
With much love!
Hugs and Kisses as well!
Mwwahh! =))

7:08 PM;

be with myself

Affirmation

cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
sincerity..
triumphs and singing of the heart

in center

clarity


Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.

peace

Independence
Health
Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons
Love
Faith
Happiness

serenity.


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