heart on wings

{Thursday, June 29, 2006}

Many things have happened just these few days.
And every single day, I feel very tired. Like how I feel now.
Okay, I know you're snoring with me, so I'll briefly update on what has happened over the past few days.

The new semester life means a new seating arrangement for the class.
And guess what? I'm sitting at the second last row, in the center of the classroom! Yeah! =)
I always lurve to sit in the center of the classroom since primary school! I lurve the limelight! Lol. Sadly, part of my view is blocked by teddy bear Shafie. Lol. Nevermind. At least I have a fan whirring just above me. =)

The new semester life also means NEW TEACHERS.
Blah. And the new English teacher is so not your typical dream teacher.
C'mon, who will like a teacher that is a cross between Dory, from Finding Nemo and Professor Trelawney, from Harry Potter?? How wonderful.
She is so dramatic that I fear her previous job was a freaking DJ or actress or whatever. I do like drama, but not OVER-DRAMA. You know. Her expressions on her face and her actions and all are exaggerated. The worst part is that her mouth can kill. Really. I mean, who on earth can stand a teacher who STREEEETCCCHHHEESS words???

I want my old English teacher back!!!!
I miss him!!!
Enough of that. Lol.
I miss the holidays.
Because I can't stand the pile of homework I have to complete.
And the pressure.
But I have to bear with it. =)

One dainty rose, so forlorn and alone.
One wilted petal, love has made it fatal.
One broken leaf, yet full of zest and mischief.
When all the pieces come together,
They make a rose that is whole and complete.

A hasty poem created in class on the first day of school.
Because Darsh asked me to. =) Lol.

5:39 PM;

{Monday, June 26, 2006}

Dreary first day of school.
Some new teachers are going to teach us, but we haven't got to see them yet today.
This is only the first day of school, and yet teachers have bombarded us with tons of homework and all, as usual.
So what am I doing here, typing all this, you ask? Oh well, I think I'm addicted to blogging. To me, blogging is just as necessary as a daily routine. You know, life is short, so we have to keep track of all the memories we have experienced, be it good or bad, so that we can remember them. Lol.

We haven't got to know our new seating arrangement yet, argh, and I'll have to keep hoping that I have a good seat. Because since primary school, I was always concerned about where I seat and all. Lol. I'm fussy, thank you.
As usual, the morning started off with a draggy speech made by the Principal and a prize giving ceremony for all levels. Despite my tired and exhausted mood, I was motivated by the Principal's speech and the prize giving session. Motivation, sweat, blood, tears, hardwork, determination and a bit of weight-losing are the keys to success. -_- But I don't mind sacrificing all that I've mentioned for 9 points for O Levels. It may sound a bit impossible to me now, but nothing is impossible. Even blind people are able to paint an impressive piece of art.

And, you know, my class is always ON. For mugging and all. Because on the first day of school, there were already people mugging over sheets of paper printed by teachers. Motivation is good, but over-motivation is bad for health, do you get me? And I fear over-motivation makes one feel very stressed to do extremely well, to soar in the greatest heights of success. And what I fear most is that these success-obsessed people would do whatever they can to reach the top. That includes betraying, lying, cheating, or even KILLING. I'm getting a bit drama in here, but please bear with me. Lol. But I fear these people do exist. Since it's a dog-eat-dog world out there, why not? Like for instance, one success-obsessed person lies to his or her friend that he or she did not study, but in fact they did study. The success-obsessed person thinks that by doing this, he or she will make his or her friend feel relaxed and they will not study. And when they don't, the success-obsessed person will be able to soar high into the sky. Another instance will be that the success-obsessed person is not willing to teach his or her poor friend who is struggling in his or her studies. So that the success-obsessed person will be able to soar high into the sky once again. You see, the success-obsessed person is a person who will be willing to end all relationships with people and stress themselves out to the very end just so they can reach the top. Scary, ain't it? I hope these people don't exist! (Fat hope.)

But if I am able to choose between getting freaking good results and having good relationships with people, I'll rather choose the latter. Because if you do you job by handing up homework on time, being a good student, study well and hard and all, you'll do what you can. So it is not necessary to end friendships with people and all. Lol. And having good and caring friends, you'll be a happier and a person who has many friends to cry and laugh together with. =)

I'm really trying to be optimistic about almost everything.
Maybe it's the camp, maybe it's just me.
Oh well, I can choose whether I wanna be happy or sad, so I must choose the happy mood lah!
I mean, some people in the world can't even choose, you know.

And it's a fact that I love pink.
So much so that many of my things are pink in colour.
Almost everything. Because my friends just pointed it to me today.
I live in a pink world.

Oh. I better stop here now.
And oh um, say good luck to me for studies before exiting my blog!
With much love!
Hugs and Kisses as well!
Mwwahh! =))

7:08 PM;

{Sunday, June 25, 2006}

Time flies past faster than light when you're having fun.
The camp was quite fun, though it could have been more fun.
I have so many things to do and so little time, as school's starting tomorrow, so I shall briefly write what had happened during the camp.

Day One
More fun than Day Two.
First of all, we started off with the D.I.S.C. profile and Coach J talked a lot about each personality and all. I think I'm a high S if I'm not wrong. Haha.
Then came the Amazing Race. We ran around the whole school to search for riddles and all.
Though it was not really fun, the class was not really united and all. =X
The fun part came when we were about to go for dragon boating. We sat on a normal boat, (why can't they just say it's boating?), and the experience was totally Wow. But I was scared at first. Lol. We learnt how to row our boat and many groups splashed loads of water on us. I think we were the wettest of all. Soaked to the bones.
Then we went for campfire. IT WAS SO FUN!!!
Except for the instructor. -_- He acted as though he was King Superstar. However, he was great at dancing and we danced the dunno-what dance. Kinda sexy because you had to shake your butt. Very fun. We did the chicken dance too. Funny and nice. Haha. There was once when the whole class had to do banana dance in front of everyone as a forfeit when we ate the bomb that was thrown on us. You know, the bomb-to-bomb game.
Then it was night. Oh man. It was tough sleeping on the hard wooden floor. The whole night I was not really sleeping. Loads of thinking though. Haha.

Day Two
Oh well. Didn't sleep well so was a bit grouchy.
We started off with dunno-what-boxing thing. It was a GOOD way of staying wake. Really. -_-
And then we did loads of jumping jacks. -__-
And then came the activity. We had to build a thing to symbolize our class within an hour using only sticks, wood and plasticine, etc. In the end, we did a house and inside it, there were many little figurines representing everyone. Kinda cool.
Then came the do-your-own-food thing. You know, field cooking. And you know, I hate to start a fire. I cannot light using a lighter, so an male instructor saw me and said in a gay fake sissy voice, "See the flame? Aah, you see the fire?..." -___- Finally the fire started and we could cook our food.
Then we went for the tiring and tanning session. Hiking. It was sheer exhaustion. Climbing up steep slopes, going down steep slopes, walking across a freaking bridge with many holes for you to admire the great 14 storey height, running and etc. I don't like it at all. Eeww. And there was not much bonding anyway.
I am much much tanned from the hiking. Eeww!
However, there were almost no mosquito lovebites. =)
Then came dinner and off we went home. =(

But I learnt many things during the camp.
Things that I would remember to keep me going during schooling days.
And I hope our class would be more united, instead of us staying forever in cliques.
I'm still dreaming of the camp. Lol.
Oh quit it.

And wow. June Holidays is coming to an end.
But I have done quite a lot of things.
Like I have been to ice-skating, shopping, k-boxing, barbequing, reading storybooks, watching movies, swimming, gyming, playing Sims 2...
Sort of contented already. =)

And here I am, awaiting for tomorrow.
School reopening.
How great.
And I heard we're getting new teachers.
Like my favourite subject, English, is overtaken by a newbie teacher. Not Mr Jain. =((
How marvellous.
I better have a good seat tomorrow.

4:41 PM;

{Thursday, June 22, 2006}

Tomorrow's the big day.
For me. Camping day.
Because it's been a year since I've had a camp.
And do I look like the type who will be comfortable in camps?
Totally not.
And, a sleeping bag is not listed in the list.
How am I going to sleep???
And eww. I'm gonna sleep with many mosquito lovebites.
And since I'm a hygiene freak, I'm gonna freak out when I get real dirty.
And I'm gonna look freaky with my spectacles. Boo. Especially with the safety hooks.
And I'm gonna be tanned, tanned and more tanned! Gosh.
But nevermind, I'm bringing sunblock. How freaky can I get.
And wow, my butt is still hurting.

On a happier note, I will be able to see all my darling friends!
That's all I'm looking forward to.
Much hugs and kissies.
I'm gonna miss my bed, MISTER GURLY, my luxury home.
Goodbye to all.

7:38 PM;

{Wednesday, June 21, 2006}

Okay. My blog is so not up-to-date.
I'm gonna update everything that's happened over the past few days.

Family barbeque day! Yippee. It was the first time that we had a barbeque night at our new house. Hehe. It was a great experience and a perfect time for bonding to take place. =)
I'm not going to blog in detail, because I think I'm gonna post the pictures I've taken during the barbeque on my blog.
Maybe only. Haha.
Okay. What did I do on that day? Many things, I suppose. First, me and my cool and cutesy lil cousins went swimming. Wow. With all the amazing race on Saturday and swimming on Sunday, I am like tanned, tanned and more tanned! Screw it. But I had fun that day!
After swimming, me and my cool and cutesy lil cousins went for bowling. Hehe, I improved a big lot! I got 60 points at the end. Which was cool! It was fun, challenging with my cousins while the lil ones were playing 'merry-go-round' on the rotating chairs available. But sadly, with 60 p0ints and challenging against all boys including my brother, I lost. And the loser had to eat six chicken wings! Awww.
Night fell and the barbeque started. I only ate 3 chicken wings and was already full. Moi ate lots of things that day, marshmallows, chicken wings, slices of pork, beehoon, hotdogs, fishballs, sting-ray...
Wow. I seriously ate a lot! Time to lose weight!

There was a thumbs-up meeting and a so-called celebrity was coming and telling us all about his career being a celebrity. But as expected, the so-called celebrity was late for almost an hour. Made me and thumbs-up friends wait until for sooooooooo ooohhhh long. But we played games during that time. The so-called celebrity wasn't even that famous. Sheesh. Not really worth our waiting, but his talk about his career and all were very detailed. And yes, I am interested in the performing arts field so I went for the meeting. =) And it's weird that I am in a pure science class now. Ha, but I took lit! =))

I went ice-skating once more!
With Xiao Ting only. Haha. The rest of my darling friends are either not free or they say that it's too expensive. =) Anyway, we enjoyed ourselves many many!
Today was just a very lucky day for us. Usually ice-skating costs $10.50 for two hours but today, they're having a special promotion with unlimited hours for only $8.40! What a joy!!!
Actually, we wanted to go kbox after ice-skating, but Cindy had something on with her life science and hence cannot make it. So me and Xiao Ting skated for almost six hours in the rink!
And now, as I'm typing this, my butt feels like it's being whipped by one of those whips in jail.
Especially my right side of the butt! =( My legs are aching now too. Aah, the price of ice-skating!
But I never regretted it. Because, I finally learnt how to ice-skate!!!
WOOOOHOOOO. C'mon, do a dance with me!
Haha. Plus, me and Xiao Ting were able to slide backwards with the skates! Oh so glamourous!
I'm so happy, She's so happy, we both know it, and we must clap our hands!
*clap clap clap clap clap clap clap*
By the way, I fell a grand total of 4 times! The first time I fell, I swore I almost wanted to black out. The impact was quite great and I felt dizzy and my senses couldn't work as properly.
That time, Xiao Ting asked me to enter the rink first as she was doing her skates.
That time, I really felt like fainting! Eww.
Luckily, nothing happened to me or else I won't be able to type this!
I fell so many times that I swear next time I don't wanna fall already. I hate the big impact on my butt! Especially the right side! Awwww.
Today, I could skate with both my feet being lifted! As in left foot push, right foot lift, right foot push, left foot lift! Finally. And I could do the sliding backwards 'stunt'! Wow. I wanna twirl myself next time round! =) Though I think I cannot do without my personal coach! Anyone wanna teach me??
And hey, today I met three kind souls in the rink. Two of them saw me not very steady with the skates and offered to help me. "Your feet must be in a V shape and you must feel steady and you just figure it around." "Try looking at how people skate," Hehe. They also held my hands while sort of teaching me how to ice-skate! Such darlings.
One kind soul asked me whether I was okay when I was skating by myself. Honestly, I was feeling okay but maybe I looked nervous or something. Haha, another darling. My expressions are often exaggerated, that's what I know from my darling friends. Lol.
And yes, there are many lil kids who know how to do all those stunts! Make me and Xiao Ting envious only. Lol.
I heart Xiao Ting's company today! =)))

Coming up next would be the annual Sec 3 camp. =))
I hope my butt is well on Friday.

8:01 PM;

{Saturday, June 17, 2006}

After chatting with darling Qian online, I suddenly have an inspiration to post this entry.
Okay, before I start on it, I'm gonna post about what happened to moi today.
Today was Thumbs-up Day and I managed to skip guitar lessons because of that irritating naggy teacher-in-charge getting on moi nerves. Teehee.
Today was TIRING indeed.
We went to Sentosa to play Amazing Race.
It's so tiring that I don't feel like elaborating on it.
But we got a SECOND PLACE!!!
And we thought we were gonna be the last as we were the last to reach our destination.
We got the last laugh.

Suddenly I feel so sad.
Like a little puppy whining and crying as its owner walks away, slowly, disappearing from view eventually, forever.
Why is there sadness and heartbreak in the package of love?
Why, tell me why.
Why must people suffer and cry and die because of love?
Why can't there be eternal happiness in the package of love?
Why, tell me why.

Like a little drop of fragile glass, is a fragment of moi heart.
Like a cold breath of air, is a feeling thou emanate with a sharp cut.
Like a wilted black rose, is forlorn that makes moi tear.
Like a piercing-sharp dagger, is danger that kills and fills everyone with fear.

Screw the saying "You can't have the cake and eat it".
For moi believes in happy endings.
Have you ever actually seen a dog crying?
I have.
Even animals cry.
What about humans?
And it leads to suicide and all.
This is disturbing.
Why can't everyone live happily ever after, like they do in disney movies?
Why can't all movies be happily ever after?
For instance, Stairway to Heaven.
Why can't it be that Jingshu lives happily ever after with Chengjun?
Screw it.
Sad endings have more credit what.
But it doesn't work like that in real life.
I know, deep down in everyone's heart, they yearn for a happy ending.

Moi missed the art of thy face
Moi missed the creases thou smile makes
Moi missed the identity of thy voice
Moi missed the glimmer in thou eyes.

I know I'm talking crap here, but somewhere in moi precious heart, a weird emotion filled moi.
Hence I'm writing crap here.
But if you even took the time to read it, thank you.

Moi hopes that everyone lives with everyone happily ever after.
If only life was this perfect.

10:31 PM;

{Friday, June 16, 2006}

I've just added a few more things to my current layout.
More spice and everything nice.
Hope it is better than before.

By the way, I went to the hairdresser's without my mom, again.
The second time.
This proves that I am independent, and I can fly.
Well, on second thoughts, not really.
Anyway, back to the topic.
So I went to the hairdresser's, the regular one, because I'm not brave enough to step into a foreign hairdresser shop and risk my tresses being transformed into a bunch of lion's mane.
Haha. Okay. So I entered, and saw my regular hairdresser smiling at me.
She thinned my hair and trimmed my bangs.
When I reached home, my mom was like, "What? Your hair is still so long??"
Honestly, what does she want? I just wanted my hair to be layered, not trimmed. Except for my bangs, that is. Still, she said, "Your fringe is still quite long you know..."
Eh, the last time I went to the hairdresser's myself and got my fringe trimmed, she said the same thing. And this time, I specially asked the hairdresser to trim till above the eyebrow, and still, the same comment comes from my mom again.
I think she will be satisfied when I get my fringe trimmed till the top of my forehead.
Anyway, I love my bangs.
And I know my darlings are going to comment that my fringe is too freakingly short.
But I love my bangs.

I'm so looking forward to ice-skating and k-boxing with my darling friends.
I'm so looking forward to my first-time barbeque day on Father's Day!
I'm so looking forward to my father returning from Taiwan and showering loads of gifts on me, hopefully.
Till then!

7:58 PM;

{Thursday, June 15, 2006}

Have you ever wished for something you badly want, and after a few months, the wish comes true? =) =) =) =) =)
One of my wishes got fulfilled today.
I went ice-skating with Xiao Ting and Cindy! Pity the kukumalus could not go/didn't want to go.
Trust me, darlings, it's so worth it!
I think I'm falling in love with ice-skating.

Let's zoom into the big picture.
The Ice Skating Rink.
A gentle chill of a wind welcomes us into the ice-skating rink.
Luckily I was wearing a long-sleeved shirt and jeans and shoes and a sweater! Heheh.
Xiao Ting and Cindy were shuddering all over and hastily wearing their sweaters.
It was cold, I admit. Like it was 10+ degrees or something. My blood tends to freeze under such circumstances and I often wonder whether I am really a mammal. Haha.
People were actively gliding on the icy rink and I really admire them.
Some were gliding and twirling themselves around; they were like dancing across the snow-white rink. Beautiful. I wonder whether they are ballet dancers in disguise.

When we got everything done, like wearing the skates and putting stuffs into the lockers, we were finally ready to enter the rink.
I could not wait to enter the rink, so I entered it first. Haha.
Followed by Xiao Ting, then Cindy.
The feeling of your legs moving quickly on the slippery surface was a strange feeling indeed.
We quickly grabbed onto the railing for dear life. It was our first time.
Xiao Ting was the fastest learner among the three of us.
She balanced herself on the ice without holding the railing and wobbled here and there.
Finally, she could skate. Whoah.
And when she could skate, I was still wobbling and holding onto the railing. Cindy too.
I gave myself time to control the skates and to familiarise with them.
Skates together with the slippery surface was a hard thing to control.
So I stood still on the hard ice.
It's a funny and weird thing, I could stand still on the ice for quite a long time, but I can't bloody move! When I attempted to move, the skates made me wobble and wanna hold onto someone for dear life. It was quite scary for a first-timer like me. Lol.
And I hate it when I'm standing in the middle of the ice with nobody to hold onto.
The feeling was terrible. A lonely and sad feeling. Like a little girl lost in a big big world.
I was about to give up and hold onto the railing instead, but just then, Xiao Ting whizzed by me.
She held my hand and she skated me across the rink.
Whoosh. It was a funny feeling, like someone pushing you down a slide without warning.
I asked her how the hell she could skate, and she told me you have to push, glide, lift and do everything over again. So I tried, but I almost felt like falling down.
I resisted and stood on the ice again. Lol.
Then I wobbled over to Cindy, this time without the railing. A great improvement for me. =)
Then I held her hand and made her not to hold onto the railing. Because I know that when you do that, you'll never learn how to skate by yourself.
It was dangerous, as I was wobbling and holding Cindy's hand. Lol.
Cindy was exhausted by that time, so she continued to hold onto the railing while I attempted to move without holding onto the railing.
I pushed my left foot, it glided, and I lifted up my right foot. I did that with much hesitation.
But I could not do it the other way around! As in pushing my right foot, lifting up my left foot.
It was like my left foot was 'handicapped' or something. Refused to lift itself. And when I forced myself to lift my left foot, I almost screamed as I felt myself going to fall. I grabbed whoever was near me. Turned out was a little boy. I felt so embarrassed. Lol.
I looked at how the people in the rink skated. They could lift both feet, and I can't! I think it's because I didn't wanna fall. Eventually I did. I wished for myself to fall, and I did! Because I was thinking that if I fell, I would not be that afraid and I would skate better. Lol.
The falling part was sudden and it was piercingly-painful to my butt. Awww.
It's like you fall hard and the ice touches your butt. Like your butt's paralysed. Lol.
And it was hard to get up. I tried to get up myself and I can't. It took me twice tries and I finally managed to freaking get up. Lol. And I hate that feeling of nobody to lend you a helping hand. Lol, it's already cold enough in the rink, with your butt turning icy cold and piercingly painful and your hand gloves soaking wet with melted ice.

Actually, I was thinking that ice-skating is a kinda romantic sport for those people who know how to ice-skate. Some couples were in the rink, holding hands and happily skating past people. Whoosh. An icy gust of a wind blew onto my face, as one of the couples whizzed past me.
Whoah. A huge wave of warmth hit me, as I thought of how romantic it would be, holding hands with your beloved one, and skating on the snow-white ice. It would be more romantic if you dance with your beloved one, like those ballroom dancing, on the snow-white ice. Whoah.
Just imagine twirling around with skates on ice and your beloved one holding you by the hand and hugging you tight. Oh, and waltzing across on ice! Oh, and holding hands while whizzing across the rink with a fast speed. Oh, and holding hands while twirling round and round...
Total warmth and bliss.
Haha, I'm daydreaming and being mushy again.

I'm going to ice-skate again on Wednesday.
I'm so gonna learn it well!
And I will. =)
So romantic! Ahahahah.

6:49 PM;

{Thursday, June 08, 2006}

There are good things and bad things that happened today.
So to keep you light and happy after reading this post, I shall post about the bad things that happened first.
First of all, I really need to type this out because I need to get this out of my blasted mind that is now filled with a big migraine.
Secondly, I must first warn you that you must be well prepared for anything that's gonna be typed out before you continue reading.

Here goes.
Today I went to K-Box with my thumbs up clan, the instructor, Jaime, and Amelin. The rest of the thumbs-up people were not really free, so therefore, it happened that only me and Amelin were able to make it.
So after our fun at K-box at Marina Square, we happily boarded Bus 31.
It was a double-decker, but for some reason, I chose to sit at the first storey and Jaime and Amelin went along.
After some time, Jaime decided to go up the double decker as she said that the bus journey would be quite long and she wasn't comfortable seating sideways while talking to us.
So we just followed her and went up the double-decker.
There were three of us, so Jaime and Amelin sat behind me, while I sat alone.
During the bus journey, I had to consistently turn my head back to talk to them.
Then, for dunno what reason, I casually looked at the surroundings in the double-decker.
I think I was really bored so I was just looking around and all.
My eyes suddenly saw something out of ordinary.
The guy seating opposite Amelin had something weird near the pants area.
I thought it was his fingers or something like that, but then it hit me.
Hey, a finger doesn't look that fat and thick right?
Then it hit me.
I quickly turned my head away and was dumbstruck.
I didn't regain consciousness for a while and then I thought that I must have seen wrongly.
So I looked again to confirm.
It was that thing again.
But then I don't really know whether it was really that thing, because my first look had killed my eyes. Something weird, so my brain told me to quickly look away. The second time I looked, I forgot what I saw, because it was merely a one-second check. But it looked out of place and I wonder whether my eyes are playing tricks at me. So the second time I looked over, I must have looked really frightened because Amelin was looking at me and all. Then, she turned over and looked at my direction.
I think it really was that freaking thing, because Amelin looked as shocked as me too.
That time, our instructor was making a phone call and she was just finished with it.
We quickly told her what we saw and then just as Jaime was about to look at the freaking asshole, that freaking pervert got up and went down the bus. He is freaking weird you know.
Wearing a freaking cap with a freaking oversized backpack on the front.
I think I know what's the oversized backpack is for. To cover his freaking toot, I think.
Bloody asshole.

So to people reading this with their mouths wide open and all, you should have realized how something like this could happen to you one day. Flashers and perverts are everywhere, and it's really unexpected to know that these people still exist in modern Singapore. Frankly speaking, I'm so disgusted that I'm speechless. So I have to type this out and forget this FOREVER.

Now's the good stuff.
I'm so happy that I went to K-Box today with Amelin and Jaime!
This the first time I went to K-Box, ya know.
And Jaime was like so honoured to listen to me and Amelin's virgin singing!
Jaime introduced us to Parkway's K-Box, and I think it was pretty good.
Except for the half-torn seats. Haha.
But then, maybe I will puke at Parkway's K-Box in future, because I will notice how much better other K-Boxes in Singapore will be. That's what Jaime said. Heheh.
So we went into the room and saw a half-torn seat. So our first impression was like 'Eh..."
But then we got excited and got the ball rolling.
Jaime started to sing first, while Amelin and I were busy looking for songs to sing.
I picked "Pretty Boy" and she picked a song from Rainie Yang.
So after Jaime's professional singing, it was my turn.
Amelin kept on laughing, because of my shaky voice I think.
But I soon got the hang of it, haha.
Then came Amelin's turn. Haha.
She was as nervous as me so I laughed at her too.
It was very fun you know, to listen to other people sing, especially your friends.
We sang and sang and sang.
It's weird that when you sing, you can't really hear your own voice.
Clutching at the microphone and hugging it close to the lips was cool.
Our eyes were practically glued to the TV screen and sang the lyrics displayed on the screen.
Sadly, the screen was not LCD. Haha.
So after a few solo rounds, Amelin and I decided to sing duets.
Haha, one of the duets we sang was Bu De Bu Ai, and I mimicked two chinese boys' funny actions. Hahaha.
Lunch was provided, and it was quite yummy too.
The singing just went on and on, until after 3 hours later, the person came in and wanted to chase us out. 3 hours seemed so short when you're having fun, ya know.
I wanna go K-Box with the rest of my darlings!
Haha, it will be very fun, and that's guaranteed.
I wanna go during this June Holidays! I wanna.

After K-Box, then came our usual thumbs-up meeting.
Oh well, I shall stop here now.
So tired.

7:06 PM;

{Monday, June 05, 2006}

I've just discovered that Blogthings.com is just so true!
Here's a fine piece of evidence.
Even though you may scoff at me and say I'm naive, it's up to me to say whether I think it's true or not.

Arty Kid

Whether you were a drama freak or an emo poet, you definitely were expressive and unique.

You're probably a little less weird these days - but even more talented!

Who Were You In High School?

Ain't it accurate?
If you still don't believe and think I'm oh so naive, try the quiz out and see whether your results match what you are currently in high school now.
NOW! Haha.

Anyway, I've had a fun day today.
Well, my life has certainly been filled with joys and laughters by my grandmother!
This is the first time she's staying over at my new house, and it's been so fun ever since she came a few days ago!
We took her down to the gym and she worked out with us.
We took her down to the swimming pool yesterday and she swam with us.
My uncle and his family came too, yesterday.
It was a certainly fun day and I got closer to my family too.
Sadly, I don't feel as close to my friends now.
Because they are just so busy and all.
Oh well, we will definitely catch up one fine day.
And I miss shopping!
BOO. I wanna go shop you know.
This holidays I've not shopped yet you know.
But it's a good sign. I'm saving up $$$!
But, I can no longer stand it! My heart is itching to buy things.
Don't wanna specify, because I fear this post will fill up the whole page. Haha.
And, I wanna learn how to bake and how to ice-skate by the end of the holidays.
And, I wanna cross out all things I wish to have by the end of the holidays. (Wishful thinking, haha. But I want 'em all, Santa!)
And, I wanna make sure that I make full freaking use of this holidays before I freaking regret it.
I almost forgot to play the Sims 2! Gotta play it later.
It seems like there's so many things to do this holidays, but so little time.
Oh, time taken up by me going to school for extra lessons and tuition and homework.
But, I will make full use of time!
Remember, do the quiz before you go to another webbie!
Thank you and good bye. =)

7:18 PM;

{Saturday, June 03, 2006}

My mood is weird.
It's going on and off.
I'm feeling dreamy today.
So I'm taking a few quizzes.
And of course, being the generous girl, I'm sharing the end results here.

Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Heart Diamond!

You wear your heart on your sleeve, so of course you should also wear it on your ring.

A heart diamond is the perfect choice for highlighting your passionate disposition.

Only a true romantic can get away with wearing this ring. Luckily, that's you.

And only a true romantic can give you this ring, so make sure you find him...!

What's Your Dream Engagement Ring?

You Are A Total Shopaholic!

You have a keen eye for spotting trends before they are hot

And sometimes your credit rating takes a beating as a result

Consider a job in retail to subsidize your gorgeous outfits

Over time, you could become a famous stylist or designer!

Are You a Shopaholic?

You Are Chocolate Caramel Kiss Lip Gloss

Saying that you're one of a kind is ... well ... an understatement.

You're unusual, quirky, wacky - and you love to challenge people.

And you are a total trendsetter. Your friends are quick to copy your fashion and music tastes.

Which is why chocolate caramel is your perfect flavor. It's as rare and outrageous as you are.

What Flavor Lip Gloss Are You?

You Should Be With a Water Sign!

Your best match is a Cancer, Scorpio, or Pisces

Why? You crave intimacy and connection in your relationship

And while most guys can't open up enough for you, a Water Sign can

Not that you're whole relationship will be soul gazing

A Water Sign matches your goofy sense of humor - and desire to help others.

What Sign Should You Date?

You Will Be a Traditional Bride!

You're the type of girl who is feminine, old fashioned, and totally traditional.

You've been dreaming of your wedding day since you were young

And you can't wait to be a princess in your big white gown.

It's likely that you'll have a big family wedding and take your husband's name

While a huge affair will be fun, just don't go all Bridezilla about the color of your napkins!

What Kind of Bride Will You Be?

You Were An Angel This Year

You Were 15% Naughty, 85% Nice

You know you've been a super good girl this year

So good, that you may have missed out a little...

Don't worry, Santa will make it up to you!

How Naughty (Or Nice) Were You This Year?

What Guys Think of Your Pigtails or Braids...

Trendy, wild, and unconventional.

You're a handful and it's hard to predict your behavior. But he loves that!

What Do Guys Think Of Your Hair?

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen

Peacemaker, first to end a fight

Good at thinking up creative dates

Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily

Going with your gut instead of your head

Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault

Good at recognizing patterns in relationships

Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count

Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love

Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow

Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind

Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Are You Right Brained or Left Brained in Love?

Your Inner Pop Princess Is Hilary Duff

"I'm shedding

Shedding every color

Trying to find a pigment of truth

Beneath my skin"

You're sweet and cute, but a little more complex than that.

Who's Your Inner Pop Princess?

You are a Blanced Babe!

You're direct and to the point, but never dramatic

You've got the confidence to speak your mind to anyone

But you leave the theatrics to Hollywood

Level headed and emotionally stable, no wonder everyone loves you

Are You a Drama Queen?

Your Spicy Score: Medium

You are hot enough to make a lasting impression, but you strike a balance.

You know when you're being too fiery, and you also know when to bump up the temperature.

Naughty and clever. Sexy yet down to earth. You know how to work both sides of your personality.

Men find you hot yet approachable - the perfect combination!

How Spicy Are You?

Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Romeo + Juliet

"Has my heart loved 'till now? Forswear it, sight! For I never saw a true beauty 'till this night."

What Famous Movie Kiss Are You?

3:37 PM;

be with myself


cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
triumphs and singing of the heart

in center


Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.


Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons


*HUGS* TOTAL! *HUGGIES* snuggles & cuddles


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