heart on wings

{Monday, May 22, 2006}

I have gotten back my darling fruit of hardwork, oh well, almost.
Left Social Studies Part 2.
So am I happy with what I've gotten?
Not really, but at least I did improve in most of my subjects, except for Physics and Humanities, and Literature, that is.
All my papers looked weird when I got them back, because the answers I read were a bit crazy. I sure won't think of writing those answers in my right mind. Maybe it's because my brain really backfired and was dysfunctional. =)
Well, anyway, I must work harder and harder and harder and harder, to achieve 9 points for my O Levels. I don't care. I must slog until my brain juice flows out from my brain. =) That is like sheer exaggeration, but I must really do that because I just am not born of pure talent. Even my standard of English here is really like sucky, all the sentence structures here are really like boo. If you can barely make out what I'm saying here, please do not throw banana skins at me. Thank you. =)

When I thought back on how I got really depressed when I received the Common Test results, I felt that it was really redundant. Unneccessary to do so. Because the proverb usually says, "Failure is always the fruit of our success." And I thought, why didn't I listen to the proverb instead? Why did I transform into some Emo and sadistic girl? Why did I resort to self-torture? It only made me feel worse, (but on the other hand, it made me lose weight) , but I know it was really wrong to do so. So I learned from my mistake, and picked myself up. So here I am now. A new me. An optimistic and cheerful girl. Who knows that she will learn to accept failures and vent her frustrations onto the subject instead of herself. Means that she will try to understand the subject more, and the more she does worse for the subject, the more she wants to learn about the subject and not give it up and throw it down the drain. And I'm not saying that I won't continue to lose weight, because I am going to. In a healthy way, that is. =)

And I believe that if you believe in yourself, everything's gonna be fine. =D
Cheers, people.

I think I really need to share this video with people.
This video really brightens up my day, and it's really well done. =)
Perfect gay couple.
http://twochineseboys.blogspot.com/2005/12/bu-de-bu-ai_04.html
But they're cute, really. =)
Especially the one wearing the scarf, he's so CUTE!
And notice their expressions on their faces! Hilarious! Especially at the beginning of the video. =)))

6:48 PM;

be with myself

Affirmation

cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
sincerity..
triumphs and singing of the heart

in center

clarity


Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.

peace

Independence
Health
Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons
Love
Faith
Happiness

serenity.


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