heart on wings

{Tuesday, May 16, 2006}

This is exactly the day I've been waiting for ever since the beautiful exam period started.
-insert daphne's crazy laughter-
-insert ke hua's seductive smile and lecherous laughter-

Exams are the past now.
Exams are so over.
Aww, I'm so sad.
I'm crying over it; I'm practically wailing.
Wailing out of laughter.

Oh yeah; I just changed my blogskin.
Due to persistant moanings and groanings from my darlings.
So what do you think of it?
Gimme your comments! =)
Oh by the way; this is so going to be a L-O-N-G post because I have neglected this poor blog for dunno how many weeks. (Sorry I can't count now. Lol.)

Yeah, the post-exam blues.
My brain is 'heat-oppressed'; due to the dead routine of coming home, bathe, eat, study til night, eat, bathe, sleep. Then the next morning it starts all over again.
But now, I'm revived. I'm alive once more. I can breathe. I can see. I can touch. I can hear. I can smell. I can taste. I can feel.
But then, another thing.
For those of you taking literature, you should know that I took the word 'heat-oppressed' from the Macbeth book. I think I'm seriously suffering from post-exam blues. Because whenever I look into a mirror, I will think of Physics, and then my brain automatically switches to the "Light" chapter. Ohmygoodness. I better not think anymore. For fear my brain cannot take it. Lol. I'm serious okay.

Enough of talking about post-exam blues. Eh, I don't think I will do well for this major exam because I have a feeling I won't do well. And whenever I have a feeling, it will always come true. Oh well. But no, I'm not going to let myself suffer another major depression once more. No. I'm going to think positive and be strong. I will think of that girl, Joan, who is currently battling cancer. I'm sure if she is that strong, I'm gonna stay strong as well. I'm not gonna shed a single tear, because come to think of it, Joan suffers so much that my problems become so trivial. Yeah, baby!

The holidays are coming.
It means something too. Half a year has flown away.
Time is running too fast, I think Time can challenge with Light. Lol.
Anyway, I'm not gonna let my exam results bother me because I know that I have tried my best by mugging for like dunno how many weeks. Instead, I'm gonna let my hair down (literally), dress up and have major fun during the holidays! There's so much things to do! I even thought of it when I was studying, ya know. Studying deprives you of things that you don't feel that they exist. Until they are taken away from you, every single one of them. Things like the ability to listen to music, watch TV, play the computer, going out or just plainly enjoying the scenery at your bedroom window. I have discovered so many things that I was deprived of during my studying that I went bonkers. I was so deprived that I kept on snacking on chocolates and stuff to brighten up my day. Looks like I'll have to exercise during the holidays. Lol.

Here are things I'm planning to do during the holidays.
I'm gonna go out with friends, hit the town, go shopping, have girly fun and watch movie!
I'm gonna tidy up my bedroom and spice it up with loads of beautiful accessories!
I'm gonna go shopping with my mom, I'll make sure of that, even though she says my clothes are a lot already!
I'm gonna play the Sims 2 and continue to build up my legacy family!
I'm gonna watch Stairway to Heaven again because it's a soppy love story!
I'm gonna buy loads of VCDS and CDS.
I'm gonna.....

Okay. You get the idea right?
Because I think I'll have to stop right here, because I have a heat-oppressed brain that is seriously going to break down if I don't stop here.
But hey, I'll be back. =)

6:22 PM;

be with myself


cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
triumphs and singing of the heart

in center


Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.


Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons


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