heart on wings

{Friday, May 26, 2006}

There are loads of things I wanna say.
I do.
What if I tell you,
I'm not able to?
Oh well.
Let me tell my tale here,
and dwell.

She went to school and wore a heart of ecstasy.
"It's the last day of school, what a fantasy."
Time flew by,
Friends appearing,
Friends disappearing.
The end of the day,
She was sad,
The numbers pulled her grinning face into a frown.
Nevertheless, she told herself to be strong,
Not a girl to be laughed at and scorned.
Again, she wore a heart of ecstasy,
Because she was going shopping with her bestie.
She thought her day would be perfect,
Nevertheless, she was not correct.
She stayed at home,
Her bestie had something on.
Her heart felt like it had been dampened,
Nevertheless, it would not be broken.
Cold water rushed through her,
When she saw her bag,
The zip had fell off, together with the doll.
The dolls were wickedly torn apart,
So was her heart.
Her mom came home,
And gave a furious shriek.
She had thrown away old stuffs,
What she had done was enough.
Her mom had given her
The penalty of not spending anymore money.
People call her a spendthrift
But they did not know
Deep in her heart
That was the way to let troubles go.
People call her anorexic
But they did not know
Deep in her heart
That was the way to let troubles go.
Either way, she could not tolerate anymore,
She could not understand what all these beautiful setbacks were for.
Off she went,
Crying in despair.
She raced furiously on the treadmill,
As if she depended on it like a drugger's relationship with a pill.
Beads of perspiration painted her face,
Her torn and shattered heart was burning in disgrace.
What was she doing in a gym,
With a physique so slim?
Nevertheless, she continued,
Running with the speed of wind.
Fatigue had tried to stop her,
But she continued running further.
A train of thoughts distracted her mind,
As she thought of someone she pined.
She yearned for him dearly,
She thought of her level of intelligence,
Greatly not up to her standard.
All these motivated her,
To go faster.
Faster she went,
Till she was out of breath.
231 calories she burned,
A great reward she earned.

6:04 PM;

be with myself


cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
triumphs and singing of the heart

in center


Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.


Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons


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