heart on wings

{Friday, April 28, 2006}

You got to relax, Cai Ling.
I'm sure you can do it.
That's what my english teacher told me.
And I'm so gonna believe in him.
There can be miracles, when you believe.

This is just the beginning of me mugging for the mid-year exams.
And you know what?
I'm getting the aftermath of it.

I vandalized on my table.
Decorated it with words using my permanent black pen.
What a good way of relieving stress.
I love writing on the table. Because I can vent all my frustrations on the hapless, poor table.
As if it's not pitiful enough to have rusty legs and scratched surfaces.
But, I don't care.
It's already ugly anyway.
It's good to spice up the school table with words you know.
But, if teachers ever ask, I will tell them, "I'm going bonkers."
They will let me off, I'm very sure. =)

I just love writing poems and lyrics on the table.
Because whenever I'm feeling down, I can just read the words written on my table and the song just comes into mind. =))
It's a nice and cozy feeling. Lol.
Here are some examples of lyrics written.
"Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick with you forever."
"I was only thinking of you, hoping you were thinking of me, two hearts beating just like one against the world."
"When I found you, I found, the closest thing to heaven."

Poems? I only have 2 pathetic ones on my table.
I can only remember these two.
"Dance with the lady, to the tune of endless rhapsody."
"Raptured by the special soul, it was all a timeless fantasy."

Even my mom says I study until "gongon".
Translation: She means that I study until I look like a blur toot.

Hey, I just wanna get decent grades this time round.
What's more, I wanna get 9 points for my 'O's.
So might as well start mugging like hell now.
Wish me good luck okay.
Luv ya.

7:06 PM;

be with myself


cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
triumphs and singing of the heart

in center


Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.


Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons


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