heart on wings

{Thursday, April 06, 2006}

I was just reading through my really olden posts.
Some were just downright mushy lah.
Now then I realized.
I read some of the posts, and laughed at the titles.
The titles were weird, I admit.
I could not even believe that it was me who posted the entries!

One Example:
Stars are twinkling bright at night
It seemed so familiar to me
The shining tapestry
My love for you glimmers like the stars
Except it will be the brightest of the bright
Musical notes wavering through the skies
A silhouette of a piano sits nearby
The undying notes of the music
Will revolve around you
As long as I live my life
As I sit alone by the boundless skies
My only shadow that accompanies me
Wishing that you will stand by me
Like the shadow
That will never leave
Gazing upon the stars
Once upon a time I prayed
Wishing that you will be the other part of me
Living the rest of our lives together
Till eternity
I guess I'll just leave it to fate
But if it wasn't meant to be you
I'll just wait

I cringed when I read that.
What a beautiful flashback. (Lol. That was censored. Replaced by that poem.)
And some of the poems I created were speechlessly mushy too.

Anyway, back to the present.
I feel that I'm a really fortunate princess who has so many darlings with her.
Sometimes I feel so sinful, wanting all the perfect things in the world.
But life is short and we must treasure it.
So whenever I feel down, I'll just try and tell myself all these.
To prevent myself from doing anything silly.
I feel that I'm really unique, you know.
When I was young, my grandmother told me that I was really special and lucky.
Special in the sense that I have loads of birthmarks and a pair of deep-set dimples.
Lucky in the sense that once I was born, I have a father who drives a car.
I really love my grandparents.
Looking back, they were the ones who took care of me when I was a baby.
My grandfather even went to an extent that he bought live frogs to kill them for their legs because my legs were really weak when I was small. (Yeah, I ate them, innocently thinking I was eating chicken wings.)
My grandmother actually cried for days when I was sent back to my parents for school.
I love them to bits.
What about my parents, you ask.
Actually my mom do care about me.
My father too.
I can sense it sometimes.

I believe, we all have
One true love
Somewhere in this world
I do
And it seemed
All my dreams were falling through
I found myself
When I found you
I found
The closest thing to heaven
Yes I knew
I found
The deepest love I knew
I believe, yes it's true
I found myself
When I found you.

I adore my mushiness.
No lah.
It's just a song.

I really envy Cheng-jun ge and Jingshu in Stairway to Heaven.
They are so loving and perfect.
Especially when they were young.
Even if you didn't watch the movie, just see the pictures and you'll know.
Can the piano music and the photos make you cry?
So touching lah.

Freak, it's just a fairytale made up by movie directors.
If only life was this perfect.

7:18 PM;

be with myself


cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
triumphs and singing of the heart

in center


Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.


Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons


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