heart on wings

{Sunday, February 05, 2006}

Dear Diar2,

I didn't know why I was laughing at every tiny thing that happened during tuition class yesterday. Were the smiles and laughters released during tuition just a let out of overwhelming sadness that is filling up my heart? Nobody knows, except myself. But I really dunno why I kept laughing.

Say, when the 'shuai' tuition teacher was teaching A MATHS, yeah, he was teaching the formula of surds and all that crap in chapter 3, I actually sniggered a bit. Because while he was teaching, I noticed that he kept on making the lip noise. Maybe that's his way of squeezing out information from his brain.

And what with my dar sitting just beside me, it was like adding oil to the fire.
When I sniggered a bit, she also will. I dunno why. And the two of us will just crack up in laughter like nobody's business.

I laughed even harder when a boy in the tuition class answered wrongly when the teacher asked him a question.
"Hunky" teacher: "What do you get when square root 5 is multiplied by square root 5?"
"Kuku" boy: "10."
*the classroom was exploded to bits by our laughter*
I was not being mean or anything. Just that the way that boy answered the question wrongly seemed funny to me. Maybe not for the sane human brain.
We laughed even harder when the teacher asked,
"What's so FUNNY?"
This time, I'm not being mean too. No mean girls here. His facial expression seemed funny to me too. Everything seemed funny to me. =X

From that time onwards, whatever the teacher did or said seemed funny to me. And whenever that boy asks the teacher a question, I exploded in laughter.
This is crazy.
I am.
A psycho.
And what makes me become that?
Overwhelming sadness.
That's what.


5:02 PM;

be with myself


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