heart on wings

{Tuesday, February 14, 2006}

Dear Diar2,

Why must tears fall on Valentines' Day, of all days?
It just makes it more memorable for me.
The memory remains engraved right here. *points to the airhead*
I am a stupid princess.
How could princesses be dumb?
It's just impossible, but have you ever heard of the proverb "Nothing is impossible to do"?
And I'm just one of the living examples of airheads.

Don't argue with me and say,
"How could you be so sad? You are like so cheerful everyday."
You just can't see my invisible tears, dear mortal.
For you are too happy to see these things in life.

Everytime I look at you,
I feel like crying my heart out.
I feel like stabbing it with a thousand of pointed knifes to ease the pain.
I didn't realise I'm a survivor of unrequited love everytime.
I know it sounds hilarious, but certainly it's not, to me.
Try it and you shall know.
However, some people just don't understand.
They treat it like a joke,
They say, "You ugly piece of shit. No one would want you. Of course."

I feel so touched today too.
Shafie actually sent me a Valentines' gift.
And I was only joking with him.
He actually said that he felt pain when Suzie 'bullied' me. He felt like crying when he saw my expression after seeing the single digit in my E Maths test.
I didn't know he's such a friend to me.

Living? I just don't feel like living anymore. It's more joyful to be somewhere in heaven, better than on Earth. Earth just gives you so much unhappiness and pressure, whereas in heaven, everyone just seems so happy and peaceful.
I wanna dance all my sorrows away in heaven.


7:43 PM;

be with myself


cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
triumphs and singing of the heart

in center


Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.


Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons


*HUGS* TOTAL! *HUGGIES* snuggles & cuddles


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