heart on wings

{Thursday, January 05, 2006}

Dear Diar2,

I'm sorry to say that I'm going to post a weird and moody entry. Pardon me, for I need to get this out of my heart. It has been a long time since I'm feeling so sad, I freakingly dunno why. Can't say it in words, so here goes.


Happily crossing the room
Didn't realized I will be filled with gloom
Those deceptive human beings
Are there to hurt my feelings
I pretend not to care
But my heart was just teared

Yeah, it sounds weird, but it was just how I felt when I just reached the classroom today. Yeah, so there. Another one.

"Ignorance is bliss"

"Ignorance is bliss"
But I just couldn't miss
Fluttering eyelashes, blushing smiles
Could be detected within a mile
The weak and fragile heart will not take
Nor would a lie cover the heartache


P.S. How would you feel if you invite quite a lot of friends to come your house and celebrate your brother's bday to make up for housewarming, and they reject your invitation? I bet you will feel hurt and saddened. And also about the caterer going to prepare all the food and all the leftovers will be going down the drain? How would you feel, if they are your close friends? I bet you will feel like your heart's gonna break, though it ain't your bday, or it will be even worse.

After today, I feel like my heart is suffering.
It is broken, into many many pieces. The pieces might be even smaller than a quail's egg.
How can it be plastered back again? You tell me how.

7:30 PM;

be with myself


cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
triumphs and singing of the heart

in center


Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.


Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons


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