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{Sunday, December 25, 2005}

Dear Diar2,

I dunno why I'm feeling so moody after the housewarming party. Is it because of the people in there, or is it just I'm so mad about my tan? Oh well, let's talk about the 'fabulous' housewarming party.

I woke up early in the morning just because some relatives of mine have arrived. 9.30am for goodness sake! They disturbed my princess sleep for what... Okay whatever. I shall be magnanimous and forgive them. So I was forced to change into home clothes, nice ones. But there aren't any new ones, so I hastily chose an outfit I wore for the kaleidoscope'05. Whatever.

More peeps came. So we went down to have a swim. I was so happy that time, I kept on splashing water at my uncles and cousins. Lol. But the joy didn't stay in me for long. Lemme think how long I had been in the water, under the merciless hot sun. About 3 hours? I finally gave up on swimming after I kept sneezing continuously and went to the toilet to bathe. When I stepped out of the public toilet and gazed into the mirror, I was freaking disgusted to see my awful tan. OH MY GOODNESS. I'm so freakingly tanned! I cursed at the mirror and stomped out of the public toilet. I changed back into my home clothes and entered my house.

Eew. So many people I have never seen before. Puke. I forcefully smiled at them. There were so many peeps, 35 to be precise. Yeah, I was lame enough to count the number of peeps in the house. But it's easy. It's easy to count a pack of sardines right? Sheesh. One of the peeps was like so qian bian. **translation: I feel like bashing up her face** She kept on asking me to play the electone organ and everyone was like cheering me on. I was so bashful, not that I was afraid to play in front of the audience, but I hadn't touch that freaking organ for like 2 years. Just my luck, so I went into the room to get my scores and started playing First Love. Man, she is greedy. After the song, she wanted me to play more. Bitch. So I played Under The Sea, Flower, Believe Your Smile, etc. Is she trying to humilate me or something? I played so awfully, yet she still say it was superb. Eew.

Oh yeah, and the buffet. It totally sucked. All the food I wanted disappeared after I had my swim. The log cake disappeared, the nice nice food from the buffet also disappeared. I frowned at my father, all thanks to him. He invited those relatives of his, whom I haven't seen before. Haha, they felt so left out in the living room and all. So many freaking relatives of his crowded the whole house and polluted the limited supply of oxygen.

I shall stop cursing and swearing for my own good.
But I shall do that after I've had enough of shopping,
and I've gotten rid of my freaking tan.




7:00 PM;

be with myself


cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
triumphs and singing of the heart

in center


Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.


Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons


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