heart on wings

{Wednesday, December 14, 2005}

Dear Diar2,

Okay everybody.

I'm officially out of hiatus.

Yep. The beloved, spoilt bratty princess is here to blog as always again.

I know everyone wishes to know why I claimed myself to be on hiatus a month or so before.

And I shall speak up for my actions.

About a month or so ago, I got to know that I was going to be separated with the majority of my closest friends and wonderful classmates for two years and was being forced to adapt to a new environment, which I was not sure whether I could survive in it or not. I was deranged and totally helpless when I saw what class I was being posted to. 3B. Just because I did not study higher chinese. My life was hell. Then, I stopped blogging and became a sadistic person who knew that her world is in chaos and she was bound to be the slave of endless suffering for 2 years. Yeah, I stopped blogging because I knew nobody would want to read sadistic and deranged entries and I was not in the mood to be blogging, anyway.

But all this has ended. It was all but a slow and draggy nightmare. I have woken up from it.
All thanks to Mr Lew. Who gave me the news in the morning of the 2nd day at the chalet.
"Congrats. You're going to 3A. Cheers. =)"
I just could not believe it then.
My sixth sense was totally accurate.
I told myself that I would be alright.
I told myself it would just be a bloody, stupid nightmare.
True enough.
Miracles do happen when you believe.

Now, I have returned back to my original state of being a happy-go-lucky princess where she has nothing to worry about but trivial problems, like her great need to shop for things. Yay nay.

I know I have let you faithful readers down. But I hope you all would be able to understand...

But I'm so totally going to let you have a ride on my rollercoaster life once again. Yes, life is full of ups and downs. After this ordeal, I have learnt to cherish people and things before they disappear from your world, never to be seen again.

To those friends who have comforted me during the terrible nightmare and told me everything was gonna be alright if you believe, I love you all. Your words have indeed given me a glimmer of hope when I was lost in a world of darkness. Your words have soothened the tight knot in my heart. Your words have made me force myself to smile at you all, pretending I was okay, when in fact I was not.

Yeah, "I'm just one lucky girl."- Quote from Ke Hua
Because not everyone who appealed went into 3A.
I felt so guilty when I heard their news.
Should I say sorry? They cannot go into 3A, because of me.
Yeah, I should. I'm really sorry.
I will not forget you all, and I hope you will not forget me too.
Yeah, just let all 2a'ers 05 remember each other even though some shall be going to other classes.

I love all my darling friends in 2a'05 and I always will. =)

I just came back from the 2a chalet. It was quite fun actually. Too bad not everyone came. Aww.

1st day of the chalet
Amelin and I went to coasta sands chalet.
Only a few people went on the 1st day, so nothing great happened.
We played card games, watched TV, chatted and all.

Evening time
More people came.
We went upstairs.
Suzie decided to entertain everyone by telling us ghost stories.
Freaked us out, but Ke Hua freaked us out the most.
I still remember the facial expression he did while telling that ghost story.
It was so sudden that everyone in the room screamed bloody loudly.

Night time
We went out to Macdonalds' for dinner.
After that, we visited the arcade.
My darling friends and I did not stay there for long though.
Coz' we were hygiene freaks and wanted to bathe and go back to the chalet to watch The Rainbow Connection.
When everyone went back to the chalet, it was already midnight, I think.
And I was dead tired and wanted to sleep.
But everyone were nocturnal creatures, except me.
We went out to buy supper at Cheers, while some went to the beach.
We eventually knocked out at 3am.
Oh yeah, not to forget the cockroach activity.
Yeah lor, Suzie, so fun hor, the cockroach activity.
Daphne and I screamed like hell when we saw the cockroach crawling on the wall, near our mattresses. EWW.

2nd day of the chalet
It was more interesting than the first.
Coz' more than half of the 2a'ers turned up. Yay.
Was sleeping like a pig, because I didn't sleep all night.
Wasn't used to the environment, so squeezy.
When I woke up, everyone was already awake. It was only 8am plus... -_-
We bathed early in the morning at the public toilets.
Hygiene freaks once again.
Went back to the chalet and played card games.
Listened to some music and sang along to it.

Afternoon time
The guys were playing Suzie's playstation, and making a hell lot of a noise.
We went to the beach and had some fun.
Then the kukumalu peeps had nothing to do after the beach thingy.
We went out to pasir ris park and rode on the guys' bicycles.
Were freaking tired, because none of us slept well last night.
Went upstairs and slept. Lol.
But Xiao Qian, being the organizer, was busy. Had to prepare for the bbq.

Evening time
BBQ started.
We wanted to help, but there was nothing we could do to help.
Freaking bored once again.
Watched some TV and ate some hotdogs, satays and chicken wings.

Night time
After the BBQ ended, we played Truth or Dare.
Luckily the ball didn't come to me.
Coz' the truth questions and dares were like so AHEM. You know... lol.
After the game ended, we went outside the chalet to play water bombs.
How refreshing. But not a lot of peeps bombed me. Aww. =D
Went to bathe straight after. (Hygiene freak)
Visited the arcade after we bathed again.
We went to Mcdonalds' for supper.
Played Suzie's Dance Dance Revolution.
Then went to sleep.
Blah, was woken up by the guys. =X
They made so much noise, playing the playstation thingy and all.
I thought I was having a fit of a nightmare. =X
But I still drifted off to sleep. Ha.

In the morning, we woke up and checked out of the chalet.
The End.
I hope you have enjoyed the summary of what happened at the chalet. Lol.
And I hope I have made up for the lack of entry updates. =)


6:49 PM;

be with myself


cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
triumphs and singing of the heart

in center


Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.


Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons


*HUGS* TOTAL! *HUGGIES* snuggles & cuddles


amelin =)
fiona =)
ke*hua =)
edwin =)
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anna =)
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