heart on wings

{Thursday, November 03, 2005}

Dear Diar2,

For those people who kept on complimenting and envying me for having a rich and affluent family background, I beg to differ.

Today was just the first day of furniture hunting for my future house and whatever furniture that sent rays of attraction to me was freaking, i mean really, really, freaking expensive. I was so tempted by all the fine furniture that I set my eyes on that I kept on pointing all those fine furniture to my parents. My parents too, I could tell, were also interested in them. I thought they were going to buy those furniture by their looks of eagerness, SADLY and DEPRESSINGLY, the price tag was so not nice.

Okay, first on the list: TV console
Guess the price.

2K++!!!

Yeah, the TV console was drop dead gorgeous because of its wonderful wood colour and it being perfect. It is big too and there are many compartments like drawers and shelves to put your decorative stuffs on. OMG, it was SO nice and it went SO well with our just-bought sofa I thought they were a match made in heaven. I THOUGHT my parents would buy it!!! I'm so depressed! It's like giving me heavenly furniture to see only, not to buy!!! Now, as always, my heart is ever so itchy. Someone give me a knife to ease the itchiness please.

Okay, next: lighting

3K++!!!

OMG! My mom showed me a hanging lightning, made of swarvoski crystal-like snowflakes. So beautiful and romantic. Dimmer too! But everytime the price tag spoils the whole thing. Ugly price tag.

Oh well, next: my bed

Almost 2k!!!

AHHH!! My heart shatters everytime I think of it. That bed was just so right for me. For my princessy theme, I mean. It's just so right. I can't describe how it looks like, coz' it's pretty simple, like your average bed, BUT, the design of the bed was just so special, I dunno how to describe it in words. You have to see it to know. AHHH!!!

I better stop here now. Just in case you're itching inside your heart too.

This is just the first day of furniture hunting. And we're already over our budget.
Oh gosh.

`x0x0``
muacks**

Sigh, I really regret going out today to look at furniture.
Coz' everytime I like a particular piece of furniture, it would be freaking expensive.
Over our budget.
I'd rather stay at home and play Sims 2, where I can use cheat code to buy all those expensive furniture in the virtual game, and decorate my virtual home to make it look like a million dollars.
Sigh, if life was like that, HOW NICE.

I'm totally dreaming.

10:54 PM;

be with myself

Affirmation

cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
sincerity..
triumphs and singing of the heart

in center

clarity


Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.

peace

Independence
Health
Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons
Love
Faith
Happiness

serenity.


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