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{Tuesday, October 18, 2005}

Dear Diar2,

Okay...OKAY. Let's not talk and discuss about our results. Okay, I promise, I won't whisper a single shit about the word "paper". I promise, I will talk about something else.

I promise!!! Believe me!!! Here goes.

I'm so excited today. Because I will eventually get the ultra cute doggie soft toy I saw in Hugs & Kisses! I just have the sixth sense, and I know I will get it. It's just a matter of time before I get reunited with that darling soft toy, it got me attracted to it like a strong bar of magnet. I will treasure it and love it with all my heart as it will be my first soft toy I ever get in my whole life. (besides people who gave me all those crappy soft toys that are not nice to cuddle and hug with for my 1-year-old birthday) I will kiss it goodnight and embrace it while I get my beauty sleep. I will hug it whenever I feel down, and I will share my sorrows with it whenever I feel depressed. I need a partner, and that soft toy shall be.

LOL! Okay, the above was total crap. But that was how much I wanted that soft toy. I want it!!! I must whine and sob and cry and protest for that soft toy! Just like what I did when I was younger. 3 years old, I was a perfect spoilt brat. I whined and groaned and cried and wailed and stomped around the whole house until I got what I wanted. Then I would grin at my parents and wave the whatever-thing-I've-gotten in the air and smile at them sweetly. I totally resembled one character in a poem book, I think it was the girl with the curl in the hair...when she is angry, she's a devil. When she is happy, she's an angel. Haha. Childhood memories...

So I'm going to get that soft toy. Because it's still there, sitting happily on the shelf, patiently waiting for my arrival with a fat wallet in my hand. And it's the only one left.

Pray hard I will get it.


I see the number of huggies increasing as the days go by. I really wanna know who kept on giving me hugs. I must thank that person, as he or she really brightened up my day! I want it to hit 999! That's my target and I know it will happen!!! Cheers!! =D

Goodness, I have changed this previously-thought-to-be-melancholy entry to a hyper-happy-go-lucky entry.

Have I brightened up your day? =DD

9:36 PM;

be with myself


cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
triumphs and singing of the heart

in center


Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.


Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons


*HUGS* TOTAL! *HUGGIES* snuggles & cuddles


amelin =)
fiona =)
ke*hua =)
edwin =)
sim*yee =)
yi*chen =)
anna =)
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