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{Friday, October 14, 2005}

Dear Diar2,

A piece of great news. End of year exams have officially ended.
I have endured 24 x 7 hours of stress! I have endured countless sleepless nights! I have shed a pool of bloody tears! My eyes have gone puffy and red because of the killer exams! I hate exams! Especially END-OF-YEAR exams! Aaahh!!!

Anyway, what's done has been done. And we can't do a single shit about it. Except cry over split milk, which I have prevented from doing so. To prevent SOMEBODY for calling me a crybaby.
Someone, whose butt is high-pitched. Haha. But I still like that person. Because he's so funny that he can brighten up my day. =)


The bad thing about it is,

I HAVE TO SHOP LIKE HELL! Which means, a lot of $$$ will fly away. Gone like the wind.
My friends said that I can spend money like a running water tap. Which is so darn true. I can't control it, too bad. (So beware of me, I can squeeze your money dry in a matter of seconds.)


Haha, I don't care. Coz' I mug like hell, and shop like hell. That's fair enough.

My to-do list to relieve stress

  1. Shop like hell. That includes buying things like doggie cuddly wuddly biggie soft toys, not those tiny ones. And also buying accessories, like keychains, earrings, necklaces, bracelets, hair bands, bags, sling bags, wallet, and decorative items especially. The most important: clothes!!! Must buy!
  2. Go out with friends and have fun. Places like movies, Tampines Mall, if possible faraway places like Bugis, Orchard Road and etc. The most important thing is to have fun!!!
  3. Hog my computer. That includes HTML shopping, downloading songs, updating this bloggie and my friendster profile and many more!!! Oh yeah, and Sims 2!!
  4. Buy decorative items and choose furniture for my future home. :)
  5. Be happy, stay funky!

Cool. That was totally cool. But I dunno whether I can fulfil all those. Seems quite impossible to me, after all, my mom is a strict strict, and always strict mother. She doesn't allow me to buy useless things like accessories and soft toys, and the reason is that I do have an expensive taste. Really! Like for today, after school, after the final art paper, my dars and I went to Tampines Mall to window shop and to talk and chat and have fun. I wanted to buy a soft toy, and guess what? I set my eyes on one particular soft toy in Hugs & Kisses, and it bloody cost a bomb. Sigh, I really dunno why I am so attracted to that piece of white elephant in Hugs & Kisses. And you know what, before we went to that shop, we patrolled around the whole of Tampines Mall and Century Square to look at Mini Toons, Toys R US, and many more soft toy shops, but none of the soft toys inside look nice to me. Until we went to the Hugs & Kisses shop. -_-

Forty dollars! Sure it was nice, but the price was just not nice. =) I really want that doggie soft toy! So nice to hug with! Sigh...if only someone could buy it for me...if only...

IF ONLY!!! Fat hope, coz' my mother said that soft toy was UGLY! What, ugly?? My taste is not BAD okay...I think she cock-eyed or something, coz' she even said that it looked more like a monkey than a dog! What, a monkey? For goodness sake, I won't buy a monkey. =D



7:17 PM;

be with myself


cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
triumphs and singing of the heart

in center


Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.


Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons


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