heart on wings

{Wednesday, October 19, 2005}

Dear Diar2,

Yeah, you know. Exams are over. The fun is in.

Amelin and I bought the horoscope book from the Popular bookstore yesterday. We had a fun time discussing about our horoscopes and Amelin translating the difficult chinese words for me, while sitting in the perfectly air-conditioned Times bookstore on the floor. Luckily the floor was not dirty. Okay, okay. You're giving me the look now. So back to the horoscopes. They were indeed accurate. They were accurate until they made me kind of freak out when reading them. But some parts are not that true...so it's really up to you, whether you believe it or not. In my case, I'm a total horoscope freak. I believe in horoscopes, just like I do believe in fairies. I hope you do too. =)

School was as boring as usual. Even after the exams. The whole class was back into cliques, playing their own physical games and having our own 'fun'. It was really boring, no real game to play with and we don't interact much. Sigh, BORING.

Oh yeah by the way, I was way bored, way bored until High-pitched Butt asked me to do something 'interesting'. I shall not spell out his real name nor say why that person has that weird nickname, to protect him from being hunted down by people who happen to see this blog. Haha. He's such a nice guy. He actually told me to CRY in front of him right then. Since then I was acting out one romantic, sad part from Stairway To Heaven korean tear-jerker show to Amelin, then he said I can act, so he wanna me cry in front of him right then. Haha. I tried to, but in the end, all I could do was to get my eyes misty only. LOL. I needed practice.

After school, I went to Daphne's house. She wanted us to go there to watch Herbie: Fully Loaded, but instead, we got drawn to her computer and her weird kukumalu physical game and her cutie-lovable-beautiful-loyal-kind-caring-playful-hyper-keep-on-wanting-to-kiss-me doggie, Nikki. I just love her dog. She's just so cute, and so passionate. Always wanting to kiss me, especially on the lips, that cheeky doggie. Oh my god, she's just so CUTE. Like Daphne lor. Haha. Anyway, we had real fun in Daphne's house. Chased her doggie everywhere in the house, until she sank down on the floor, exhausted. Heh, that's how we played with her. To that extent. Haha. Amelin was so scared of the dog that she kept on squealing and screaming. But, I understand. She doesn't like furry animals, like I dislike and loathe creatures with six legs, aka insects.

I don't wish to write all the lyrics for the kukumalu cheer/rap here, coz' I think you all would be dying from too much laughter. Clutching your stomachs in excessive laughter until they hurt. I don't want you all to end up until like that. Haha.

`x0x0``
muacks**

Stairway to Heaven was TOUCHING. Sob sob...sob sob. Why must the girl get cancer of the eye? Why? When EXACTLY the two lovebirds were finally reunited after a vicious bitch tried to break them up by knocking the girl down, getting her into a coma, and separating her from her childhood sweetheart. That was such a devious thing to do. However, fate brought them back together. After 5 years. The guy waited for the girl for five years! Sob sob...unfortunately, the girl could not recognize the guy as she had amnesia, after the car accident. However, fate worked again and the girl could recall her memory. But just when she had recovered and the two lovebirds were together again, the girl had cancer of the eye. It was incurable. She had limited days to live. Sob sob...the girl wanted to touch the guy's face, to remember the structure of the face, so whenever she closes her eyes, she will remember the guy's face forever. That was the part when I acted it out to Amelin. It was SO touching. Sob sob.

Regret

I chose you
Of all the thorns in roses
A unique you
Brightened me up with a warm embrace
I love you
But it was all too late
A sharp tang of regret
The sadness ebbs in
Followed by eternal misery
A blindfolded fool
How could I not treasure you?
A dejected fellow
Drowned in the sorrowful music
No melancholy tune
Would be able to make up
The sorrows
Laid deep within.

8:07 PM;

be with myself

Affirmation

cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
sincerity..
triumphs and singing of the heart

in center

clarity


Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.

peace

Independence
Health
Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons
Love
Faith
Happiness

serenity.


*HUGS* TOTAL! *HUGGIES* snuggles & cuddles

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