♥ heart on wings
{Thursday, July 28, 2005}
Dear Diar2,I can't really explain my feelings now. It's a mixture of sadness and happiness, so what should i start with first? Okayz, the sad part first.Today was a blur. We sort of had a tiff with 2B over the geography test and all. Everyone was pissed when 2B played loud music on Tuesday when we were having our geography test. I didn't complete my geography test. Yayness. You see, they were having music lessons at the same time as we are taking our test. We shouted at them to soften down, but instead, they went louder. Everyone in class complained when the geography test was over. By the way, the time given to complete the test was shortened. On Wednesday afternoon, I logged in to msn. Suzie invited everyone to a conversation and he suggested to blast music during 2B's geography test. I disagreed; coz' it ain't a nice idea to do that. But I think I was the only few who protested against his idea. The next day, which is today, he carried a big big big vcd player to school. On the last period, 2B was having their geography test. So were we, having our music lessons. Our music teacher taught us to sing the National Day songs, Uniquely You and Reach for the Skies. I'm really addicted to the song, Uniquely You. It's really romantic and touching. I really wanted to dedicate the song to him. Okay, back to the topic. And so we were sort of enjoying our music lesson. Everyone started to sing real loud deliberately to create noise pollution for the next door class. Mrs Chan was not too keen on us doing that. But we continued anyway. I think that sort of bonded the class together...I think... The real trouble brewed when school ended. 2B was really pissed off with us. They were shooting deadly glances at us wherever we went. But I didn't really care. Coz' it's sort of tit for tat, ain't it? Well, I was also really confused. I didn't want to end my friendship with my 2B friends, as we're normally close to each other. 2A and 2B. Good buddies. Sigh...basically, I think the whole thing was our fault and partly theirs too. We're at fault as what we did was crude and selfish and inconsiderate. They're at fault because they started the trouble first. Sort of. Anyway, it's over. I think I should move on to the happy topic.Well...as I told you over the last few weeks, I think I've fallen in love with someone...YesFinally.I've gotten over that jerk.And it took me 2 years. Gosh, a pretty long time to recover...anyway, I've learnt something in life. There are really more fishes in the sea! (nicer ones too) :D I'm in lurve.....lolBut I really hope that that someone would know, and that he would return the love too.The nicest thing on earth is to love and be loved, so who doesn't want their loves to be returned to them? I'm really grateful that I'm able to see him every day, and look into his deep hazy eyes...But I humbly wish that he feels something else for me....I wish...I wish...that he also thinks of me every single day...Maybe it would work out this time...Let's see.`x0x0``muacks**
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