♥ heart on wings
{Monday, June 27, 2005}
Dear Diar2,
School has reopened yet again. Oh, how time flies so quickly. Like a speed of sound. Right. I dunno how to react. Seriously. About this whole school thing. Not happy nor sad. Am I not left with feelings anymore? Ever since the jerk incident and my tragic school results, my world has become devoid of emotions. Seriously. You may think I'm a pathetic retard or whatever. I don't care. Sigh, I feel so
u n l o v e d .
Right.
Pathetic, hopeless romantic me.
I don't care. Whatever. However, there's always a bright side of everyone.
I think I like somebody. Damn, why must I like somebody? Hopeless.
But I'm not sure. Mixed feelings revolve around me.
I'm not sure coz' I fear rejection. I don't wanna make the same mistakes again.
And I hate the word no. So there you go.
I don't care about anything except for my schoolwork anymore.
For now.
Bleh.
9:33 PM;
{Thursday, June 16, 2005}
Dear Diar2,
Ltc was f-u-n! Not gonna tell ya specifically about the events that we had for the past 3 days, coz' it's so damn much and I don't wanna fill up the whole screen with that, ok? If you really really wanna know what happened, then you go to Xiao Ling's webbie and read it yourself...there's her link on my webpage...
The only thing I can remember is that I have managed to overcome 2 obstacles from the high elements...what with the heights phobia and all...also very happy that I completed the rock wall...coz' that time very tired, no strength...
So happy that our campfire performance turned out to be ooh lah lah! AWESOME!
I also learnt to treasure everything that's with me, including my bed and stuff, coz' during the past 3 days, I missed them so much! (even though they are necessary stuffs)
The last thing is...I LOVE THE FRIENDSHIP DANCE! It's so kewl!
The last last thing is...I LOVE THE EGG YOLK SPILL ON ME! So refreshing! -_-
The last last last thing is...I LOVE YOU DADDY! MAY THE POWER OF ZEUS BE WITH YOU!
As we dance to the left
as we dance to the right
as we dance as we dance as we dance all night
with a heel and a toe
and a halfway turn
with a heel and a toe and a new friend found!
6:28 PM;
{Monday, June 06, 2005}
Broken Wings
A silhouette of a face
Lighted with a mysterious glow of grace
In the darkness of the night
Stood an angel, upon light
Delicate and majestic, it seemed
Drowned the surroundings, it gleamed
As terror striked
The angel battled it with all her might
Beads of tears
Trickled down as fears
Falling through the endless hole
Memories gripped her, low and behold
Images flooded her mind
As she thought of that someone she pined
The soul of the angel left her
As it granted her
Her final wish
An angel with broken wings
Composed by: Cassie a.k.a. Cai Ling
As usual, comments are wanted...
4:38 PM;
{Saturday, June 04, 2005}
Fade Away
A shadow of the past
Faces darting fast
Like shadows of emptiness
In a world of unforgiveness
A face of truth
Often mistaken as ruth
A destiny of fear
To anyone who suffers when near
A ray of hope
As faint that anyone can mope
Victim crumbles in a corner
Suffering the fate of darker
Hopes and dreams , crumbling
Agony and pain, revolving
Around the victim
In an endless suffering realm
Composed by: Cassie a.k.a Cai Ling
S p e e c h l e s s . . . comment?
4:37 PM;
