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♥ heart on wings

{Thursday, April 28, 2005}

Dear Diar2,
Today was like a bad dream...haha...not really. Mixed feelings swirling over me when we were about to perform. My heart lumbered a beat faster and my hands got all sticky and sweaty. I was like getting an athsma attack. Gosh, are we gonna play well or what? Thoughts were running through my mind. Once we entered the stage, it was like a dream. Unbelievable. The audience seats weren't even filled and it was like another rehearsal to me. We smiled and took our seats. 5 minutes passed by, and the thing was over. We got a silver award for Guitar. Yeah, right. Silver. Shiny, shimmering silver. Syf Silver... hmm... I don't like it at all... we were like striving and hoping for a gold award to please the whole school and Mrs Neo... but we didn't make it... sob sob... why must my academic results and Syf results suck to the core? Whassup with this year? I was going to practically cry as the idiot woman announced our results. My heart lurched forward and a hard rock hit the bottom of my stomach. Silver, did I hear wrongly or not? We wanted gold for guitar, we've spent so many hours and sleepless nights going through the songs over and over again... we have sort of perfected it but still, we got a silver... sheesh... this is so depressing... however, some people still hoorayed for us when we got back to school... and we were like so touched... like what Mrs Lin said, our silver is a high silver, not a low one, that means we were only 6 marks different from a gold award... how pathetic could that be? Aww... stupid six... Mrs Neo saw us stepping out from the air-con bus like total retards... we were half dead, like zombies, so she forked out a hundred fifty to treat us to pizza! So kind... thank you so much for your kindness, however, your kindness isn't repaid... but rest assured that you would have a nice surprise 2 years later! And to our dear dear dear conductor, Uncle Lim, Please Do Not Leave Us In The Lurch! You are such a GREAT conductor, a friendly and nice conductor... please, guide us in the future so we will achieve a Gold!

10:13 PM;